Born To Change Fate

All I wanted was you.

Some days it's easier to forget than others. Its saddening how I can remember everything. His touch, His eyes, and his smell. It had been a month since I went to live with Kat. She had lost some of edge since she got her boyfriend. She still had that sass. But she had lost that thing that had made her seem like such a bad ass and don't get me wrong Kat could still be scary, but now it seemed more as if she could be easily calmed and she wanted to do more things like sit and watch movies, which I wasn't complaining over. It was going to take me awhile to get use to being around people again. People who were nice it was bad enough that when ever someone moved around me that I didn't really know I flinched. I think Kat finally realized how far it went after she had helped me get settled in and even with Dan trying to help I still flinched at his movements and his voice. Even if he talked calmly to me. She had left me to talk to him.

I could hear the conversation through the door.

Kat: We'll have to take this day by day. I didn't know she had gotten to this stage, I should have never let her go off with him. I should have kept her here. This is all my fault.

Dan: Kat you can't blame yourself. If you had know we both know you would have never let that happen. You would have kept her here. What has happened has happened and there is nothing you could have done. I know you love her and she will recover. These things take time. Plus you might have not met me....

His voice lowered. Did he really put that much faith that I would recover. I didn't that's for sure.

Kat: Yeah. Still I feel like a part of this is my fault. I trusted Asher to an extant. I thought he was a nice guy. What a facade that was. If I ever get my hands on him. He won't be able to ever fucking move again.

I couldn't help but giggle. I wonder if Asher was looking for me probably. But I was far away. I was not going back either.

I moved to bed. Laying my head down. Small tears forming in my eyes.

I could hear a small whisper as if it was inside my head.

Gabe:Love please don't be sad. Asher won't be coming to you anytime soon. I have put a protection around you. For the time being until I can physically do it myself.

Till you can do it yourself? What the hell does that mean? You are supposedly an angel. What the hell kinda clouds have you been smoking. Plus who said I want you here. I felt lips press to my neck all I could do was moan and I didn't feel like I was getting abused at all. I felt happy and it actually felt good, was that you? I thought.

Gabe: Yes it was and I can do so much more, Lana you want me there, Let me protect you. It is my only goal. It's clear you feel safe with me or that wouldn't have been your reaction.

While I hated admitting it he was right. I did feel comfortable with him.... I didn't know what to say about that though. A part of me did want him here. But before I could answer sleep dragged my body down into a dark abyss that would surprisingly come with no nightmares.
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†Kat above†