Rosesbushes (Lesbian story)

Lost mind

    I woke up and everything that happened yesterday slammed me like a wreckling ball, god I have kissed Serana! I checked my phone, and there were seven texts from Serana! They were pretty much saying the same thing: "Hey , sorry for yesterday... are you ok? / Hey... common talk to me, I'm sorry ... Can we I see you, after school today to talk about it?/ Are you going to ignore me?? I'm so sorry! / You must have fallen asleep... I hope tomorrow you'll talk to me, I will be outside the cafeteria." Man, I don't want to talk to her! What is she expecting for me to say ? But I can't run , I'm not a coward, maybe that was a mistake... or something like that... Yea yea...

I headed to school still thiking about meeting Serana, I'm going to become crazy. My classes started and I was completelly off focus... Man I would see Serana, the first girl that I've ever kissed, and indeed it was so goo.. Wait, NO , it was not good, and it was wrong! Yea... completelly wrong, and I will never do that again, yea... That's right, never again!

I didn't even notice how fast the time passed by, I am sure it's because my anxiety is attacking every single part of my soul ... I left my classroom and went to the cafeteria..I knew that she would make an appearence sooner or later... I felt someone poking me, here we go... "Hey, how are you ? I was so worried ... " Oh my... I can't even face her... She saw that I was really shy and not facing her at all. "Alice... let us find a place that we can talk with privacy, come this way." She pulled me by my arms, she sure have a strong grip... She led me to the woods next to our school... nobody went there, so it was the perfect place.

"So.... can you please talk to me? I'm so.... " "No... Don't say that you are sorry, because yesterday you asked me if it was bad, that's not the kind of question you ask when you are sorry for something." She was annoying me... "Well... It's just because I thought that you wanted to kiss me... Your face and body were basically saying that. I don't see that as a problem at all... It was just a kiss... and..." "Don't say that! I did not wanted to kiss you!" "But , you kissed me back... I just went on with it..." Man she was right... She could have kissed me first, but I kept kissing her ... What was wrong with me? "Look, you seem like you are confused... We have PE now.... We can talk after ... I'll go to get ready to my karate fight." She turned back and runned back to school.. She was right, I was very confused ... I need to think about everything...

On my PE class I could see Serana fighting ... She was very fast... Man that was killing me, I could not get my eyes off her, she was amazing. When we were finally free from our classes, I had to take a shower, because I played volleyball to keep my mind and body occupied, so I wouldn't follow Serana with my eyes. I'd always wait for everyone to leave the showers, so I could change in peace.