Rosesbushes (Lesbian story)

Secrets! And more secrets!

Alice P.O.V

     I couldn't believe that Lilian actually knocked on my front's door. She was insane, she was risking everything to help me, well help Alyssa. When my mom opened the door I could tell by her tone she was surprised, I couldn't waste not even a second, I had to get moving, Lilian was doing her best and I also needed to do the same, I started to go slowly down my stairs. Lilian was really making my mom buy her story, about how much she needed to talk , take something out of her chest, okay next time I forget any essays for my science class, Im totally telling her to come up with a good excuse. I went to my kitchen and I could still hear Lilian talking to my mom, but I almost lost it when I heard what she had planned on her genius mind.  "Alyssa has a yeast infection and she is refusing to go to the doctor, but I want to convice her to go either way." I almost jumped but I sure gasped loudly, Lilian coughed right away, I'm sure my mom didn't notice. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER? A YEAST INFECTION? JESUS CHRIST, IF ALYSSA EVER FINDS OUT ABOUT THIS SHE WILL MURDERER HER. I was really curious to know what was going to happen but I couldn't risk being caught, I had to open the door and rush my way to Alyssa's house. I couldn't use my car so I'd have to get my bike at my yard. Here I go. I hoped up on my bike and started heading straight foward to Alyssa's house. Straight. Huh, a word that I was surely going to use less from now on. But I really didn't have time to think about that right now, I needed to focus, I was going to face Alyssa for the first time in my life and being afraid of doing so. I wasn't ready to get out of the closet, not to her, not to someone who was important to me and would start to hate me if I told her the truth. To be honest I just wanted to hide and pretend that everything was okay and wait till the whole thing cooled down for a bit. Alyssa would probably go back to normal and forget about the whole 'maybe', 'gay', 'thing'? Okay I should stop with the air quotes, ESPECIALLY inside my head, when I'm talking to myself.

   Before I noticed I was there right in front of Alyssa's house, we'd go to her house sometimes, but to be honest we wouldn't stick for long there. She would always push us away whenever her mom got home. I never understood why, she had a really pretty house with a loving mother. Her mom would always make us smile, she was cooler than my mom. Maybe you should be asking, why didn't you ask her what was wrong, aren't you one of her closest friends? Well yeah I am but there are some stuff that you should really let the person decide if she wants to bring that up and tell you, and that's one of those moments. Alyssa didn't really feel comfortable at her house, and that's something I should respect and just be there for her, she didn't talk to us or showed up at school, and since I care about her, I think it's time to just let the boundaries go down for a bit and make sure she's okay. 

  I knew I couldn't go straight to her door and knock, her mom could be home, she didn't have a schedule, I had to do this the sneaky way tm. So I just looked around to see if I could find some way possible to climb, without looking like I was trying to rob her house. But damnit those rich people, there was no way to climb up to her room. The sneaky way failed. There was no car at the garage so maybe I had luck at my side for now, let's not wait to see luck betraying me again, this time I wouldn't have Lilian to save my ass. I went to her front door and breathed in, and knocked. Why was I nervous? This is my friend I'm talking about, one of my best and closest friends, I shouldn't be feeling like I was hiding something from her, if she asked me anything about Serana or my ... uh my ... Okay. My gayness, I would have to be honest with her. 

   It felt like an enternity but finally the door started to be unlocked she peered outside and looked right at my face, she had bags under her eyes, so she wasn't having good nights of sleep or sleeping at all. She looked surprised and annoyed when she saw me, I couldn't tell if she was at least happy to see me. "I thought you guys got the message, that I wanted to be alone. I didn't go to school or answered any texts, I really think it was clear." I looked in confusion, she was never that rude. " What the fuck Alyssa, I just came all the way here to ask what was going on and especially to check up on you. I almost got caught by my mom and Lilian is probably still at my house trying to get away, because she had to distract my mom so I could escape without being seen. Could you at least feel glad or be understanding?" She looked shocked and blinked several times, I wasn't someone who usually had those replies within me. I am just a calm person in general, but she wasn't being fair or acting like my friend at all. She remained silent and was just there, staring at me. "Al, please can you tell me what's going on? You suddenly went rogue on me, not just on me, on Lilian too! Do you have any idea how worried we were? We are your friends, your closest friends, best friends. I'm not trying to sound like Twilight Sparkle from My little Pony, with all the friendship is magic thing, although I really like that show. BUT ANYWAYS, please can you please trust me enough to tell me what's going on? I want to help you." I thought I saw a smile on Alyssa's lips but it didn't last long. "Alice... I have a secret and I... I never really told that secret to anyone..." Oh god more secrets... What the fuck could she be hiding all this time? To the point of losing school and going rogue on her friends?

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SOOOO GUYS what should Alyssa secret be? I know I'm sorry I didnt post for a long while, I am finally done with collegeeeeee whoooooo hooooo ! I have my degree finally! I promess to continue this story now, and really post with a schedule! So anyways... What do you  guys think that Alyssa is hiding from all of them? I want to hear all of your ideas :)