Let's Play

Ch14:)Playing with Fire

"Do you want pasta?" I felt like cooking even though it was pretty late .Lucas had Lionel waiting for us which I scold him about,his defense was Lionel didn't mind and that he had the radio to listen to. He infuriates me sometimes, how could he be so ugh. I made it my mission to ignore him and get Chloe ready for bed.

"Lucas,could you make me a sandwich please?"

"But you're making pasta."

"So,that doesn't stop you from making it,does it?"

"I would like some ice cream as well with strawberries. "I said with a sweet smile putting the last of my into the sauce pan.

"You're smile makes everything so much better."He wrapped his arms around me and rested his chin on my shoulder.

I smiled," do you always have to touch me?"

"Yes. " He pressed our bodies together,holding me for a while kissing my neck. "Go make my sandwich." I finally said realising I was enjoying this way too much.

"Don't forget my ice cream!" I called setting the table.

A few minutes later he came balancing all the deliciousness in his arms. I eyed the contents greedily,ready to eat.

"Lucas hurry and sit so we could eat."I whined seriously running out of patience.

He chuckled and I gave him my infamous evil eye. I took huge bites of my sandwich chewed,swallowed then repeat with the pasta and ice cream. Lucas watched me intently shoveling his food into his mouth however still keeping his eagle eye on me.
I swirled my spoon into the bowl and slowly licked the ice cream off savoring the sweet taste. Lucas stiffened and I watched,waiting to see what he would do.

His pupils dilated and he licked his lips.

I didn't know if he was enjoying his food or loved watching me eat mines. Whatever the case maybe, I was getting nervous.

I switched in my seat scrambling to get out as Lucas strolled towards me his long legs enabled him to reach my side in two swift movement. He pulled me from the seat,pinning me against the wall staring at my lips with curiosity and longing.
My breath hitched and my heart started to pulsate at an unhealthy pace.

I stared into his eyes subsequently paralyzed. He was beautiful.

I wanted him but sometimes you're tempted with things that are forbidden.

"Lucas."I breathed as he left a trail of feather light kisses across the top of my breasts. I shivered enthralled by the hold he had over me. He ripped my shirt and raised my legs higher around his lean torso pressing into me letting me feel the hardness between our bodies.

Lucas sucked on my supple soft breast kneading and caressing with his lips,teeth and tongue. I moaned and arched my back to give him better access. I wanted this to be the most electrifying experience,before I came to my senses.

Before I started missing Caden again.

My body was throbbing and tender; craving his touch. His lips found its way into the valley of my breasts. I couldn't differentiate the different things he was doing but I definitely knew that I liked it.

He took off what was left of my shirt and carried us to the living room laying me gently on the couch, never separating our bodies. Lucas found my lips in the dark living room kissing me like it's the last time he would.

He grazed his hand on my side, using the pads of his fingers to massage my soft flesh and suddenly I was back on that dreadful day I lost the love of my life.

Caden knew how to please me in every aspect of things and what Lucas was doing is something Caden knew how to do very well.

I started freaking out when I realised I started fantasizing about Caden. That he was touching,kissing me, taking me to a place of ecstasy only he can.

But it wasn't his hands on me it was Lucas' so maybe there's room for him. Maybe not in my heart but for my body.

It doesn't matter though because lust doesn't last.

I pushed on his chest trying to get his attention."Caden."
"Shit. "I swore under my breath.

"Lucas we have to stop, i-i can't do this."

"I'm sorry,I didn't mean to. Everything is so fucking confusing."

"I can't betray him."

"Love isn't something you can get over so quickly, if it was, then you didn't genuinely love that person and I genuinely loved Caden with everything that I am. "

"That's how I love. Unconditionally."

"Okay sweetheart,I'll make you a deal."
"I'll give you whatever you want as long as you promise to kiss and sleep with me every day. "

"Fine. I'm going to bed."

"In my bed." Lucas bellowed lifting me up from behind running up the staircase.

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I woke up to the sound of shuffling papers and the speedy tapping of computer keys. The sun hitting at a peculiar angle. Where the hell am I ?

I finally opened my eyes to see Lucas in a heavy discussion with a group of men and two women, one in her mid forties and the other I recognised as the woman I spoke to when I first came to Lucas' office.

I didn't want to draw attention to myself seeing that they were very busy with their discussion and I certainly was not supposed to be there.

I was supposed to be at home eating or something.

Oooh,I'm going to kill him.

I sat up quietly,observing the room.

Ugh,men.

Dark wood and glass. That was the theme.

I sat still,well as still as I could seeing that I had the attention span of a toddler.

I fidgeted stumbling upon the realisation that I was naked.

Okay,maybe not naked,exactly,but I'm pretty sure I wear more clothing than what I had on,on a daily.

"Lucas I swear to God I'm going to kill you!"

O-oh, did I say that out loud? I had the oh shit look on my face.
I was just ranting in my head,granted I was going to kill him but I didn't want the eyes of seven people on me while I was in a compromising situation.

No proper apparel and all.

I covered my eyes and sank back into the couch rolling into the fetal position,my hair thankfully helping to cover the rest of my face and shoulders.

Acting as a veil of sort now it would be easier to pretend I wasn't in the room at all.

Until the bastard decided to speak.

"Sweetheart."

"It's okay."

He came closer. I felt his shadow looming over me.

"Go away. "

"No."

"Lucas you better go away before I damage your most prized possession."

"Chloe isn't her and you wouldn't hurt yourself,now would you?"

Manipulative bastard and his sweet words.

He picked me up and placed me on his lap,lifting my hair up so that it was partially covering both our faces now. Advantages of having hair like Merida in Brave.

"Are you all right,sweetheart?"

"Nooo." I pouted slapping his chest.