I keep a bottle of champagne in my mini fridge just in case I need to drown my sorrows. I went to my studio to record a song that came to mind I write songs better when I'm sober I called it dsylm it's a song representing how my family pushes me away and expect me to forgive them and believe them Everytime they say the love me I don't give a fuck what they want from me. I've been having mood swings every since daniel called me yesterday it's funny how an outsider cares but my parents don't it's pathetic!!!!!!!!!!
I never thought I'd be this way in my life neither my family either.id rather have nothing and have everything than have everything and still have nothing!!!
I'd be better off dead and gone laying in my grave than here living breathing and dying with every word thrown at me by so called family.
I text daniel and g earlier that day so they wouldn't be worried would I say I'm friends with daniel now...no would I say I'm growing to appreciate this kid... yes!
I am currently hugging myself closely only to prevent having to cry over the lack of physical human contact from another specimen holding me. I am desperately trying to hold back my tears. I'm dead inside and surprisingly I love it! I guess I do I don't know for sure I don't know anything at all i wanna kill myself but I can't bring myself to do it!! I'm weak as hell emotionally that is I'm not physically weak.I went to the kitchen and made myself some chicken teriyaki and went to the screening room in my house to watch Annabelle I wanted peace. Thats all I want and need
I made myself some popcorn u know what fuck it imma grabbed some junk food and watch sappy ass movies just for the fun of it!
Today's my night imma drink it up and I'll drink it all if I may so yea imma chill and try not to cry it as if that's all I ever do nowadays.😞😞
Omg noooooooooooo why u take him back so quick Jessica (currently yelling at the sa0y movie I'm watching called heartbroken) he cheated tf no u don't love him bitch no walk tf out the door u don't need him!!!!!!!
(10minutes later )
See didn't I tell u Jessica now look he left u for a hoe u. Dumbass butch told ya but noooooooooooo u never listen they never do!!!! (Still yelling at the screen,)I heard my phone ring
Hello
Uh hey Teyana it's me George
The fuck is George?!!!?¿!Uh George Thompson u know your neighbor
Oh that weird short kid yea I know him why
Uh I'm george.
Yea I know and who am I?
Teyana
That's my name!
Ugh that's what I said
Yeah
Yes
Yes
Yeah
Yeah
Look yes I just wanted to say it's your mom bdaay tomorrow
I know already
Oh well uh yea
Can I ask u something
Yea
What is it the I'm supposed to be looking at
Huh?
U said look so I'm wondering look at what?
Uhhhhh
Goodbye Giselle
It's george
Yea yea whatever bye
Bye
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Endless Road
FanfictionNever have I ever felt like this in school I'm constantly being bullied and at home it's just a nightmare maybe should just leave and never turn back or should i stay and fight back ? Idek it may all just be a dream who knows?