I catch myself reading things I would find boring if I had something to do, I read bio's and comments and ll that, I go though my phone and delete things that are tedious and long, I comment on things that are years or months old, but usually, I just want to draw, I have a pen and paper out ready to sketch, but nothing comes to mind. I talk with people and between the pauses I wait to draw.
"Why can't I think of anything to draw? Why am I constantly on art block? Why do I erase what I have made instantly?" I ask myself sometimes.
I dot know why but it seems that I always draw Startaker when I am bored, even when I am not interested in this fandom as much as I use to.. I still draw her.
I find it kind of funny, not a laugh out loud but a I'm on the internet and I send lol or lmao but really all I can manage is a blank stare, and it's just, I tend to put exclamation points on all my words to make them exciting! Thrilling! And make them standout! But I'm on the other side just frown face and unamused, ha, why is this so normal!? Ok I managed a smirk on why and normal, I am not a robot, a robot, that's a song, I think, well it is on my playlist, on utube, Gog I hate abbreviating, I never want to text talk because it's just so,,,, what are you saying? What does that even mean!? Why can't you just spell it out instead of saying 3 out of 5 letters of that word!? I dunno, just 9/10 pm ramblings... Thank you for reading/ skimming through
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~Random Insanity~
RandomDon't read this if your allergic to stupidity. And that goes for you follower! Follower: *starts reading it, then looks up from device and looks at Startaker, slowly backs away then turns and runs* Me: I have no idea why people do that... Also don't...