fools | 2jae

vier

you're a disgrace to the family.

we didn't feed you till today,

to get to know you're gay.

we allowed you to do what you want to.

but isn't sleeping and liking a boy too much?

my father shouted at me.

it isn't my fault. 

why wouldn't he listen.

if i were able to control my feelings,

i wouldn't have liked you in the first place.

but the truth is that,

love is not a decision.

it's a feeling.

if i could decide who i loved,

life would be a lot simpler.

but they say,

it'll be less magical.

how is being judged,

getting played with,

being back stabbed,

being hated,

treated unfairly,

and having a

broken heart

magical?

i wish i could,

control my feelings,

then it would've

hurt less.