fools | 2jae

twaalf

i couldn't believe my ears.

it's happening all over again.

everything's blurry.

what's happening?

i started walking around,

i'm seeing double vision,

no.

this isn't happening again.

it's just a dream isn't it.

jinyoungie,

tell me it is.

choi youngjae!

what's wrong with you!

you're acting as if you're drunk,

are you okay?

i'm not.

i'm never okay.

so i decided to do the worst thing,

which was to break down,

in front of jaebum.

i couldn't control it.

i just couldn't.

immediately,

he ran over.

questioning me what happened.

i can't tell him.

he'll judge me.

and he'll be disgusted,

that he even once talked to me.

then,

he did it again,

he made my stomach turn and did flips,

why do i keep feeling like this.

he brought me into a hug,

drawing circles on my back,

telling me it was okay.

for the first time,

i actually felt,

warmth,

care,

and love altogether at once.