fools | 2jae

vijftien

that night as i lay on my bed,

a knock was heard on my door.

come in,

i said,

quickly sitting up.

it was my mum.

she joined me,

sitting on the bed side.

youngjae-ah.

she said as she patted on my head.

it's okay.

i know you're going through alot.

it's not your fault.

not everyone can control their own feelings.

it must've been hard on you.

i want you to know it's okay to be gay.

it's okay to like boys.

i used to like girls when i was younger too.

so,

i know how you feel.

why don't you move out?

go start a new life.

you can do whatever you want there,

your father won't stop you there.

think about it alright?

she said,

before leaving me a peck on the cheek.

goodnight,

youngjae-ah.

she said as she prepared to leave.

mum.

i stopped her.

i want to move out,

please.

i told her.

then she gave me a smile.

i'll help you find a place.

don't worry alright?

i'll help you

and protect you.

rest well.

she said,

before leaving.

thank you,

mum.