Forever (ImmortalHD)

Part 13

"I want to let everyone know my story. I want to let everyone know that they are not alone. To tell you that you can and will get through this no matter what. So that is why right now I am sitting infront of a camera talking to you guys." I began as it started recording. I smiled and I knew I was going to be just fueling the hater's fire. I honestly didn't care. I was ready to let the world know. 

"I was bullied a lot in highschool. I was never really bullied when I went to school with James because he always looked out for me but once he graduated it was then that things really started to get worse." I sighed. "I was bullied to the point where I thought that there was no other way than to harm myself. I thought that since other people were harming me it wouldn't matter." I started to pull up my shirt to show the camera. 

"These scars here are what I did to myself. I wasn't a very strong person in highschool and I can honestly say that I did try to end it a few times. I was completely alone. I barely saw James, all of my friends had turned on me so I couldn't say anything to anyone." I pulled the shirt back down. 

"Once I finished highschool it took a couple of years for me to completely stop. I'll admit, there are still times that even now I want to pick a razor back up again but I know there is no point. I have the most amazing boyfriend and friends who love me for who I am. I'm happy to call them family more than friends." I smiled genuinely. 

"Now, I have all of you guys. All of you who support me and love me for who I am. I'm happy to call you guys family too.

"You guys are the most amazing and I love you all. Remember you're not alone. You have a family right here that will love you for who you are. I'm always here for you. You're all amazing and I want to meet all of you if I can." I said as Rue came and sat in my lap.

"You're one of a kind and I don't want you to forget that. There is only one you and if you're not here in this world, this world would be much, much different than it is now. You can or are or will make an impact on other's lives. You have a voice so use it. Don't let it go to waste.

"So put down that razor right now! I am living proof that it will get better. These things just take time. I love you all and good day." I said as I waved and blew a kiss to the camera. I stopped and went to go edit it. I wasn't going to tell any of the Creatures about this because they'll see it on their own time. 

"Knock knock." I heard some one say as they knocked on my door. It had been a few hours since the video had gone up and I suppose someone in the house had seen it. 

"Come in." I was laying on the floor playing with Rue. Aleks walked in and sat down beside me. 

"Soo, I saw what you put on YouTube." He started. 

"Yeah..?" 

"Well, we all saw it. It just so happened that Sly, Dan, Jordan, Seamus, James and I were all here considering we were gonna film Creature Talk.." He stated and I nodded my head. "They sent my up here to come get you." 

"But I don't want to go." I pouted. It was no use because he put me over his shoulder and made his way down to the Creature room. He put me down in a chair. I crossed my arms over my chest when he swiveled me around to face the other guys. 

"You're doing Creature Talk with us whether you like it or not." James said to me. Aleks sat down beside me and James sat on the other side. 

"Okay, 1. 2. 3. 4. Go." Dan said to us and we started the preshow. The preshow ended and now we were going to start the actual show.

"Okay guys we're back with another Creature Talk and today we have Aleks, James, Sly, and Seamus. Oh, also myself, Kootra." Jordan started. 

"Um, what about me?" I said and the others chuckled.