Book of One-Shots

I'm lost in you

I'm lost in you

Depressed!Reader x Aoba Seragaki

"Aoba..."

You kept saying his name even though you knew he wouldn't come. You had fell for this guy, and when you confessed to him, he accepted. But later in the relationship, Aoba became... distant. The relationship started to go down hill. You asked him why he was being so distant but he didn't respond.

"Fine then! If you won't tell me, then I guess I'm nothing to you! Bye Aoba... I love you"

He looked taken a back by you yelling. "Fine then leave I never loved you anyway! I've been cheating on you anyway!" He yelled back at you. Your eyes widened. "... I'm sorry for being...Clingy, emotional, needy, annoying, a waste of space, stressful, weird, quiet, ugly, imperfect, strange, different, unlovable, useless, worthless, lonely, depressed, boring, sad, helpless, a lost cause, broken, defeated...me..." You said as tears fell from your eyes like waterfalls. He reached out for you but you smacked his hand away and ran out of his house.

You ran to your apartment, still crying. You started to do things to your body, leaving some little cuts and bruises over it, and started to feel like nothing all over again. You pulled out your phone and look through the pictures of you and Aoba. You started crying. Then you decided you were going to sing one of your favorite songs to him. Well the songs you like right now...You asked him to meet you at the park *the one both you always went to*, saying you just wanted to talk, and he replied with 'sure'.

~TimeSkip~

You went to the park with your acoustic guitar. You saw Aoba standing there with an annoyed expression. "Hey... um Aoba..." You said. "Yeah. What was it you wanted to talk about?" He asked looking at you, you sighed and said "I just wanted to sing you a song.". "Okay then sing it." You then grabbed your guitar and sang-

*play the song*

"I always knew that you'd come back to get me

And you always knew that it wouldn't be easy
To go back to the start to see where it all began
Or end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends
You tried to lie and say 'I was everything'
I remember when I said
'I'm nothing without you'

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind, I'll get lost
If you want me to somehow I found
A way to get lost in you

You always thought that I left myself open
But you didn't know I was already broken
I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad
Pulling away you took everything that I had
You tried to lie and say I was everything
I remember when I said

'I'm nothing without you'

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind
I'll get lost if you want me to
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you

The pain of it all
The rise and the fall
I see it all in you
Now everyday
I find myself sayin'
'I want to get lost in you ....I'm nothing without you'

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind
I'll get lost if you want me to but
Somehow I found...
A way to get lost in you"

He looked shocked. You then felt tears go down you face, you smiled and said

"I'm nothing without you, I'm still lost in you..."