addie's pov
i woke up to see jack awake.
"morning, morning sleepy head." he said, ruffling my hair in the process.
"goodmorning." i said tiredly, while sitting up.
"oh i almost forgot." i said while getting up and walking to my closet. "happy birthday." i smiled, handing him a large and small gift bag.
"i've had these in there forever, kept them just incase you'd come back."
he opened the small one first. "this is that watch i've always wanted!" he smiled and engulfed me in a hug.
next was the big one. it was a picture frame, it had pictures of us from when we met to a month before he left. "this is so cute addie, thank you so much!" he hugged me again, this time longer.
he sat back down on the bed, "i thought you forgot about it." he laughed.
i straddled his waist, "how could i forget about your birthday?" i remarked, kissing his lips, his jawline, then his neck, back up to his lips.
but he pushed me away "woah, woah, wait." he said.
"what the fuck, why'd you push me away." i asked. he looked down. that fucking ass.
"there's someone else isn't there?" i said quietly. he didn't answer, he started playing with his thumbs.
"there's someone fucking else, i fucking knew i couldn't trust you again." i yelled. "get the fuck out of my house!" i pushed him towards my door. he's stronger than me so he could stop himself.
"but addie, i love you." he said.
i shook my head. "fucking liar."
"no addie really, i do." his voice softened.
"well then" i can't believe i had to ask him this question. "it's me or her jack?" i said, my voice cracking at the end.
"you can't ask me that kind of question!" he yelled
"are you in love with me or are you in love with her?" i asked a little louder.
"addie i can-" i cut him off.
"get the fuck out of my house!" i screamed. "you fucking have someone. you made me think i could trust you again, i fell for you again and what'd you end up doing, hurting me."
he stood there not leaving. "can you hear? get the fuck out of my house!"
"i'm not leaving." he stated.
"why, do you like seeing me in pain or something?"
"no, because i love you. i'm not leaving you again, ever again."
"stop fucking lying to me!" i screamed. "i can't take it, please just go." i cried out.
"i can't leave you like this, i did it once, i'm not doing it again!" he yelled.
"why did you have to lead me on, why did i find out like this? you could've just told me." i sighed. "you acted like you were single, flirting with me and stuff." i shrugged.
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