Chapter 21 - He loves

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It would mean alot <3 thank you to the 2 readers who hvae read this chapter as soon as i published it :))) xxx

ON WITH THE STROY! AHAHA X

Harry is in the US. I'm here in Holmes Chapel, Cheshire...just chilling, maxin' out, relaxing all cool shooting all cool, playing some b-ball outside of school ;)  anyway! I have been doing covers recently and putting them on YouTube for a small audience of 57 subscribers, they just watch and like or dislike the video, none of them no I'm dating Harry. I want to keep it like that because, if I become a singer or an actress, I want to do it off my own accord not off being close with Harry Styles from One Direction. I really just want to become a primary school teacher, singing and acting are just my hobbies, but since i showed it to Harry he wants me to pursue it and I really don't...so we agreed on half half, I will put covers on YouTube and if I get famous then it happens but without Harry helping, but under a fake name, who knows if the fans know already my name. And we're both happy with that, so time for a cover, my finger slides down the screen as I pick a song, I need something to let me express my feelings, something I can get sing, something no one will care, a song my viewers will just listen to or just let out their feelings, the one bottled up, closed inside of them for no-one to see, no-one to care about...Believe. Believe by Justin Bieber. And its true if i didn't believe in my self I wouldn't have left mum. If I didn't believe in myself to get through school everyday, I wouldn't be here today. I know that Harry and I are only starting out but it pays to get to know the really person before you let them in. So pressed gently on the record button and let my voice loose

I don't know how i got here

I knew it wouldn't be easy

You faith in me was so clear

It didn't matter how many times I got knocked on the floor

You knew one day I'd be standing tall

Just look at me now

Everything starts with something, something would be nothing, nothing if your heart didn't dream, with me

Where would i be...if you didn't believe

There were days when I was soft spoken

There were nights when i was doubting myself

But you kept my heart from falling

It didn't matter how many times I got knocked on the floor

Cause you knew one i would be standing tall

And just look at us now

Cause everything starts with something, something would be nothing, nothing if your heart didn't dream

The music stopped and I said my Thank You's and Goodbyes, I pressed the stop button as a tear fell from my eye, most of the song my eyes were closed, unable for the tears to fall and now it was a tsunami in my eyes, I uploaded the video under the name CherryLove0102, since Harry and I set me account up together.

'Cherry' because Harry makes this weird, retarded face when he eats cherry lollies, it's quite funny. He like scrunches his nose up and squishes his eyes together, his mouth falls open and his pink tongue dangles out, ohhh...I miss Harry. Oh well! No point in moping around, the 'Love' is because Harry calls me love. 0102 stands for Harry's birthday, 1st of Febuary.  I uploaded the video, I immediately got a like, it's good when you upload your work and you get feedback, you know your doing good, people like your work your not just doing it pointlessly. I spent the rest of the day reading on Wattpad. Yes, even though half of these authors' fantasy is my life, I still like to read them, most of them are incredibly close to the actual Harry. I  like commenting on them like I'm still just a fan girl but I'm not. I feel like I have betrayed my friends, our fandom is so close, I have meet one really nice people through being a Directioner and I like I can still trust them.

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