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My Dark Poems

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Title says it all. - They are not all dark, either. - And there is a few scary stories I found. Note: None of this is like, personal, or true, I convert my anger and depression into these poems. Some have meaning, others don't. Also there is a slig...

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I just want to give in

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by ririlovesbands

by ririlovesbands

I just want to give into my temptations,

I want to feel something, anything,

Whether it be by blade, or a lighter, anything really,

Give me a blade and I'll add a new scar,

Give me a lighter and we'll see how long till I scream in pain,

I just want to feel something,

Please,

Just give me something so I can give into my temptations,

Can I give in?

Can I just hurt myself so I can feel something?

Can I?

Would you allow me to give in?

My temptations are everywhere,

The little voice in my head says the same thing over and over,

'You know you want to, what's stopping you? Nothing, nothing my dear,

Just grab the blade, you'll be able to feel,

Grab the lighter, hair straighter, either one works, love,

It allows you to feel, you want to feel pain, then just do it'

I want to listen to the voice,

All I want?

I just want to give in