The way she views me, she believes she isn't good enough. That I deserve someone better. She's my pride and joy and nothing will change that. Okay so what if I feel a bit hurt or whatever a few times. What's important to me is that she's willing to still be with me after so much. The fact that she has done so much for me makes me the happiest I've ever been. If anyone deserves better, it's her. I haven't done anything great or helpful as much as she has for me. I've mostly been good for causing more trouble or upsetting her. Above all, she deserves much better than someone pitiful and useless like me.