Each day I smile just a little bit in order to display a shred sense of fake happiness and strength. Whenever I'm told something I don't like (which is often), I smile and shrug it off. I don't show any emotional response even if it breaks me. But I don't really care for how I feel. That person's feelings will always come before mine in my eyes. I'll continue this masquerade and pretend I'm alright on the outside, while I'm slowly decaying on the inside.
