At this point, I feel like locking myself away. From both everyone and everything. Things happen when I'm not around. I know that whether it's good or bad. I also just don't enjoy living anymore either. I don't know what to do or say at this point and I just feel like I'm slowly breaking down on a daily basis. I can pretend to be okay with everything but yes I'm gradually breaking and shattering into nothing. I don't know if anyone plans to try and fix that, but good luck trying to be successful in it. Hopefully I am fixed by the one I want to fix me but I don't know about that... I'm unable to feel certain that things won't happen while I'm gone or anything but if anything does, doesn't matter to me because as always I will get over it, no matter how much it breaks me down inside. *smiles*
