Since a few days ago, I have continued to feel that I am not good enough for the one I love. All I do is mess up, anger her, and upset her. I do not want to lose her, but the problem is I'm not good enough. She tells me that it's okay that I try, but it doesn't seem to have any impact on cheering her up. She's said about herself that she isn't good enough for me. I don't believe that to be true as she has done so much more for me than I have done for her over the time I've been with her. I've witnessed myself that so many other people have the ability to make her smile a lot more than I ever could whenever she is unhappy. I'll probably be scolded for saying all this but I just feel that I'm not good enough and that I cannot meet the expectations she holds in order to keep her happy. I just hope that eventually I will become good enough to be the person that makes her smile and brings her up when she's down. I don't want to remain being the one person that can't even convince her to understand that she has worth, more worth than anyone else that I even know. Long story short, I am not good enough.. But in the future, I hope to be for her sake.
