I don't know what I feel at this point. My emotions are nothing but mixed feelings right now. Of all of them, I'm feeling both hatred and sorrow the most. Hatred for the one I can truly say needs to burn in hell. Sorrow for both the things I've heard that basically broke me and then for the uncertainty I have in anyone's words. I don't know how to deal with this and I think I'll remain this way for a while. I can only say one thing that I'm not confused about: I feel dead inside. *waves* Talk to ya later.