recap
"you fucked up taehyung... big time" jimin's voice appears as taehyung turns around and sees jimin standing by the door, angry.
present
"i know... i- jimin can we not talk about it" as taehyung tries to push jimin away, jimin just gets more angry and shoves taehyung back, and hard.
"jimin, what the fu-"
"you listen here asshole, you don't have the right to be mad right now. first of all, you stole him away from me. two, you promised that you wouldn't hurt him and three you fucking did! do you think you have the right?!" jimin shouts, while shoving taehyung even rougher until his back makes contact with the stair railing, causing everyone downstairs to look up
"you and hoseok have a lot in common... both fuckboys that don't understand how to treat kookie... he's not just some toy that you guys can just play with anytime! he's human, he's a fucking understandable and caring human! for Pete's sake, he's even been put up with seokjin hyung's strictness since they've known each other since jungkook was nine! no offense hyung but you are strict.. but that's not my point" jimin shouts, shoving taehyung one more time causing seokjin to rush upstairs and stopping them
"enough! jungkook is crying again and hyperventilating and you guys think that it's the right time to fight?!" seokjin shouts causing the both of them to flinch
"jimin... go downstairs and comfort jungkook" seokjin still angry, points at the young lad who's just rocking and blowing into a brown bag while youngjae and bambam try to comfort him
"but you" seokjin doesn't think twice before grabbing taehyung's shirt and shoving him against the wall, and gripping his shirt, furiously
"jungkook is a fucking child still in my mind. i always want him to smile, i trusted you to do that. i wanted jungkook to be happy, i trusted you that. he loved you, and he admitted me that.. and i-i- WHY DID YOU HURT HIM TAEHYUNG! I TRUSTED YOU!" as seokjin said every 'i trusted you' his grip on taehyung became tighter. the elder really did care about his bunny, and as he said his last sentence he couldn't help but cry because of how hurt jungkook's face looked. but he couldn't forget what jungkook told him a few minutes ago..
few minutes ago...
"h-hyung, i accidentally-" kookie stuttered while showing seokjin his gash on his arm.
"KOOKIE, WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR ARM?!" seokjin panics, worried that he might've done something.
"hyung, i'm sorry, i'm so sorry, i-" before jungkook could finish, he choked on his own words and started crying, causing seokjin to quickly rush by his side and pull the younger in for a tight hug, letting jungkook cry his heart out
"hyung... w-why does it h-hurt so m-much" jungkook sobbed and hugged seokjin even tighter
"because he's an assho-" before seokjin could finish, jungkook's quiver cuts him off
"i knew that he'd been doing it all along.." jungkook whispered, making seokjin's eyes to widen
"what... jungkook why haven't you-"
"because i felt like i've fallen in love with him!" jungkook shouts, dropping to his knees and crying even more. as seokjin just looks at the young male in front of him, broke his heart. and he instantly thought of the special thing that they had a long time ago. all of a sudden, jungkook starts to shake and claims that he couldn't breathe. he was hypavenalating.
"JACKSON! GET ME AN INHALER, JINYOUNG GET ME A BROWN BAG, YOUNGJAE GET WATER AND WOOZI BRING THE FAN PLEASE QUICK!" seokjin quickly shouts, and they all nod getting the materials
as jungkook starts breathing in the bag, a big thump erupts from upstairs and as they look up they see taehyung being shoved by jimin.
present
"i don't know if i could ever forgive you... you promised me.." as seokjin pushes away from taehyung, he walks down the stairs but not before hearing taehyung break down and hearing him whisper,
"i love him, i really do...i-i'm sorry"
as he goes down, he wipes away his tears and looks at everyone with a stern face
"woozi, play the next video"
"okay hyung"
- play -
here we'll talk about our first victim, mr. kim seokjin
victim of kim namjoon.
you honestly didn't deserve the heartbreak... i remember you coming over to my house and crying, although you show a smile when you're with namjoon, you are actually dying inside. you're breaking apart. but just know that, i know that he loves you back, trust me... he's just scared...
but what scared me, was how much you loved him... you literally went to a depression stage when school was done. you'd constantly not eat, say that you were too ugly and fat. cutting, taking too much pi- no... i don't want to remember that, seeing you do that hurt me so much.
let's go to a little throw back, shall we... location #2: the pond... do you remember that?
- pause -
as yoongi brings up the pond, both namjoon and seokjin's yes widens at the memory that had happened back there.
"let's go..." seokjin whispers as they all rush into the car
- reaches destination -
"seokjin hyung... do you remember this" namjoon asks, but the elder doesn't respond. showing that he's still angry. namjoon just sighs with guilt as he looks around.
"hyungs! look!" bambam shouts pointing at a box, hidden inside a hole of the tree
"what's that" seokjin whispers but as namjoon finally sees what they were all looking at, he lets out a sad sigh before turning seokjin so he could face him
"when i finally took down yoongi's words of encouragement before he disappeared.. i realized that i shouldn't have been worrying about what others thought about my sexuality, and the girl thing only happened once... but i thought of you and pushed her away- that wasn't helping... but that box, i knew that you wouldn't talk to me, so i placed that there for you hoping that you'd come back here and see the box..." as namjoon explains, seokjin grabs the box and opens to see a pink see through heart with the letters SJ + NJ engraved on it and tiny pink crystals inside.
"i came back here every week after to see if you got it... but after a whole month, and i saw that you didn't, i understood... you had the right to be mad.. but that didn't stop me from loving you, which in all honesty, i really do lik- no i really do love you, and i'm ready to accept that and ignore what others th-" before namjoon could finish, seokjin just grabs namjoon's face and kisses him, as tears rolled down his face. and at that moment, it was as if everything had stopped for a moment...
"let's give them some space.." jinyoung pushes them all back in the car, but stops when they see a sticky note stuck on the front window
"i'm telling you shit, because they're hints.."
"wha-"
"turn it around" bambam tells youngjae, as he flips it, they see other words
"please save me"
"yoongi?" woozi whispers, causing jimin to pop his head through to look at the note
"yoongi!?" jimin shouts, looking around but nothing..
-
a/n: i'm planning on a surprise, please don't hate me
YOU ARE READING
thirteen reasons (min yoongi bts) #bangbangtanawards2017
Fanfictionthere was about thirteen of them, and they each got a cd from their dear ol' friend before he had disappeared. what was that cd about? you may think, a goodbye video, or a sad one. well nope, because the cd was clearly titled "thirteen reasons why i...
