thirteen reasons (min yoongi bts) #bangbangtanawards2017

before yoongi's disapearance

"hyung" jimin whispered as he stared up, admiring the clouds, yoongi did the same. but instead of looking at the clouds, he admired the little things in jimin's face. what made yoongi worry was how jimin looked a bit sad and uncertain which made him sad as well. as jimin looked down at yoongi, who was laying his head on his lap, he smiled and hummed in response.

"were you even listening hyung" jimin whispered as yoongi remained silent. he knew what jimin would rant about before he even opened his mouth. yoongi sighed before getting up and regretting it as his head started pounding. he laid back down and rubbed his temples as jimin sighed this time before moving yoongi's hands away.

"it's like this yoong" jimin stated as he started massaging yoongi's head. jimin would always do this to yoongi when he sees him stressed out, it makes him stressed as well.

"anyways, i just don't get why jungkook likes taehyung when it looks like all he does is hurt him... and he's not even going to admit it!" jimin slightly shouted as his hands started moving a bit rougher causing yoongi to hiss and quickly sit up as he rubbed his head, jimin softly apologized

"does it bother you that much?!" yoongi shouted causing the younger male to flinch a little. he did not like getting the older male upset nor hurt him

"i'm sorry" jimin whispered as yoongi let out a frustrated sigh.

"you don't get or see it do you?" yoongi questioned as jimin shook his head, quite confused.

yoongi scoffed before laughing coldly, but then coughing into his napkin as he slowly pulled it away, he quickly placed it in his pocket

"did you take your pills hyung..." jimin questioned, feeling concerned but as he reached out to yoongi, he was just pushed away

"every time we hang out you always just talk about jungkook and taehyung... or how you feel weird about hoseok secretly liking jungkook, or blah blah jungkook. do you have a thing for him or something because your always talking about him?" yoongi spat as jimin remained silent and looked down, yoongi laughed coldly and silently.

"are you that blind jimin?" yoongi whispered as jimin looked up confused with a little bit of tears in his eyes, he shook his head quickly, hoping to understand. he didn't care about being yelled at by anyone... but if it was yoongi, then he would mind that. he cares a lot about him ever since they were kids and he didn't wanna lose that.

"me! jimin, why not me?!" yoongi shouted as tears brimmed his eyes, jimin just remained silent and confused. what about him? but as jimin looked back down he heard a sniffle before a silent 'ok' before looking up to see yoongi walking away

"hyung!" jimin shouted as he ran after him and grabbed his arm, yoongi just yanked his arm back

"it's been years jimin... i can't keep hiding this feeling... i-it hurts that you don't even notice..." yoongi cracked as he turned back around and walked away, jimin froze as he started understanding what he meant. yoongi likes jungkook too.

"if you like jungkook, just tell me!" jimin shouted causing yoongi to freeze in his spot and randomly scream before turning back around and angrily walking towards jimin. before jimin could comprehend what was gonna happened, yoongi placed his lips on jimin's, which lasted for about six seconds before yoongi pulled away and walked away.

as he started feeling farther awy from jimin's reach, jimin touched his lips before running and hugging yoongi from behind. as the older male tried to pry him off, his grip only became tighter as he cried. he didn't know how to feel, but he didn't want to be away from his favorite hyung.

"jimin let go" yoongi whispered sternly as he quickly shook his head, he could feel tears dropping on his arm, indicating that yoongi was crying as well. no one has ever accepted him, and he believed that jimin probably wouldn't as well.

"let go!" yoongi shouted causing jimin to flinch as his grip got a little weaker, yoongi simply shoved him off and walked away but stopped before turning around.

"i don't need your pity anymore, i'm out" yoongi whispered as he walked away leaving jimin to drop to his knees and cry, hoping that he wasn't gonna do what he had been in fear of.

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10 mins later..

as jimin ran into his house, his mom looked up from her book worried by her son's tone.

"jimin?" she shouted as jimin popped his head in the living room and quickly ran up to her before asking

"mom, where's yoongi?" as she remained silent, jimin felt tears brim in his eyes again

"i tried to convince him... but he looked so hurt and told me not to worry, he'll be okay, but i don't think so... i always worry about him.." she cried as well. it was true, she truly did love yoongi as if he was her own son. ever since she promised to take care of yoongi by his mother, she'd always kept it and treated him with the love that he deserved. which was why the 'park' family was always his favorite.

"so... h-he's gone?" jimin felt lots of tears streaming as he started pacing back and forth, the mother remained silent until she had to ask

"did he tell you... about how he felt..." mrs. park whispered as jimin froze in his spot and turned.

"you knew?!" jimin shouted as his mother looked down silently and nodded, explaining to him that she had promised yoongi.

"he had for so long honey..." she whispered as jimin mentally face palmed himself.

"am i that blind?!" jimin shouted as he fell onto the couch, his mother hugged him tightly as she rubbed his back and let him cry on her shoulder. she had hoped that the other male would come back like usual, but who knew that he wouldn't.