Doll's prov:
The nightmares keep occurring. I can't stand them, yet I never remember what happens in the dreams. Sometimes I get curious about what my dreams are about, but considering how scared I am when I wake up, I think it is best that I forget.
I forgot to introduce myself. My friends call me Doll. I don't remember my real name. I was kicked out onto the streets at the age of 4. My abusive parents never called me by my name. I don't really care though. I like that I don't have my parent's last name or the name I was born with.
I don't understand why my friends call me Doll. I'm far from being one. I have short brown hair that covers my left eye. I have one blue eye. My other eye is gone. I lost it when my father punished me for not eating properly. He torched my left eye. Now all my left eye can do is produce tears. Anyways, I wear baggy clothes and most people that just meet me think I am a boy.
Honestly I don't care wither I am classified as a boy or a girl. Although one of the reasons I haven't been adopted yet is because they thought I was a boy, then found out I was a girl. They always look disappointed when they find out. Then they walk out and say 'this is not what we wanted'. I don't mind though. I could care less if I had a family or not. Who need family? That's what I thought at least until I remembered.
I had another nightmare again tonight, but this time was different. I finally remembered, but I kind of wish I didn't. It showed me my past life. The part that hurt the most was my death. Ciel Phantomhive's butler killed me, after he killed my brother and father. I didn't blame Ciel. I know what my father did sparked bad memories. It did for me too. All of us kids where scared of him. I miss my family. Joker, Dagger, Jumbo, Beast, Peter, and Wendy. I missed them all.
The constant nightmares brought me to remember how much I adored Smile (Ciel). The most interesting conversation was when I made Smile touch my boob and then offered to show my privates. Just to clarify, I only did that to prove I was a girl and not a cross-dresser. Although there is nothing wrong with cross-dressers. I noticed that he never ate the candy that I had given him. I also noticed that he always had it with him, maybe he shared feelings with me. That's a ridiculous idea, but one can hope. Right?
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Falling For My Old Love (CielxDoll)
FanfictionTwo centuries have passed since Ciel and Doll last saw each other. They have been reincarnated into the 21st century. When Doll remembers her past reincarnation she has horrible nightmare about what happened. To try and stop the nightmares she searc...
