My Hell

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Why do I feel so alone
With love thrown all around me?
With hearts that wish for my smile?
With friends who calm my angry soul?

Why do I feel so sad
When people drop their lives just for me?
When the sun is shining bright?
When the world chants my name aloud?

Why do I feel so broken
When my true love holds me?
When plaster holds the cracks?
When gauze surrounds my wounds?

Is there nothing to fix me?
Can nothing mend my broken heart?
My anger and sadness overwhelm
And the Darkness rushes from all sides
I fight
But the Darkness cannot be fought
So i fall, down
Down into the depths of my own Hell
And here, in this place
Nothing is clear-and yet
Everything makes sense.

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