Chapter 4. realizing life isn't promised

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I used to have some supporting friends but I used to have a title of snapping off and running that mouth. From me dissing people in my business of my jealousy from tearing friendships up.

As I'm writing Fourteen I've learned these friends I've moved on from were there with me during desperate times, during dark times, good times but not quite the darkest!

When things got bad with my former friends I gained more business and opportunities. But I felt bad because I couldn't text them and be happy with them! I have some down ass friends now but it wasn't the same.

I took life for granted being on natural high all the time! I didn't like new people, if I didn't like someone I expected friends to drop them too, I used to think I was better than people, Talk down on people and being condescending.

Now that I've realized that the problem most of the time was me I did have a lot of time to change and be blunt but numb to negative comments of me and energy.

I'm not the strongest person but I'm not weak. The age 14 has gave me some tribes and tribulations some hard times some good times. But this age is really sensitive and protective to me because all of my experiences has being apart on this year of age 14.

One day I'll find life as a gift that can be taken away!

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