MY LOVE,
Im trying to be more social with people because I know that's one of my many faults. It isn't one of yours of course. I talked to someone I used to call my best friend in kindergarten for a while and stayed up typing on a group chat that I usually just watch. It made me so nervous to do it but I did. It was strangely exhilarating to participate instead of watching like I always do. I also talked to a boy I went to elementary with, he's a lot like you. I haven't talked to you in a few days because you're too busy. I guess that's okay though because I can focus on myself.
Girls may complain about how much their boyfriend texts them, but I'd kill to get texts and calls from you.
You won't talk to me. I try to text you, but you never reply. I see you open my messages but I don't think you care enough to have a conversation with me. I'm expecting the worst.
I just remembered when we were first dating and you found out I was sad and falling into old ways and thoughts and you hated yourself for not noticing. Now I'm sad all the time because of you, but you don't even care. That hurts a lot. Two guys were flirting with me today at the movies. I ignored them because I just wished it was you, even though one of them called me beautiful like you used to do every morning and every night. And even though one of them made jokes with me like you used to do when we actually talked.
Sincerely,
The Girl Who Misses When You Were In Love With Her
YOU ARE READING
My Love
Lãng mạnShe is quiet, never saying much but I love you. Her letters say everything she could never say out loud to him.
