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forty four - 10:49pm

He hasn't inhale any plants and listening to his favorite rapper's album, Take Care, in a minute. At this time of night, he's just in his car, emitting the smoke from his mouth and sometimes nose that ensembles the stress. But since he's took three to four sips of the famous cognac, Hennessy, it's seems like he's more into the alcohol than the weed. After he got the drink, he quickly went ahead and gulps down the alcohol.

And drinking Hennessy so quickly with four sips, your soberness is an absence. Whenever this boy gets drunk, his no filter ways would advance to a new level. He swim along with the sharks when he's intoxicated from the alcohol. Right now, he's babysitting the bottle.

He parked somewhere on the largest campus, both of his shaded windows is cracked open. So if anyone detects a smell of weed, remember that he's too stressed out to care. When he's too stressed out to care, he don't give a damn about what trouble he can be in. He don't mind adding up trouble when there's already enough he's dealing with.

While his favorite album is playing in his car's speakers over and over, you bet Jacob reached to the radio to skip Doing It Wrong, but let the tracks Hate Sleeping Alone and Look What You've Done play. He says those songs describes his ex girlfriend, but Doing It Wrong is strong and he rather not cry right now. If it's possible for him to weep again. Sure it's been almost five years Drake released the sophomore album and Jacob had a little amount of girlfriends then, but surprisingly, Alessia was his favorite. He would do anything for her. But now, it's very otherwise.

Speaking of weeping, though he's been having the worst week, he only cried once. Meaning he hasn't even cried after Rayan revealed his relentless feelings towards him. Jacob can admit, he might've sounded like someone ungrateful when Rayan mentioned about the surprising birthday plans, but now, he's say fuck everything. He regret feeling bad now. And of course he knows Rayan wasn't and still ain't sorry about what he said. Jacob can't believe that Rayan's now against him. Jacob can't believe that he was friends with Rayan in the first place. Real friends don't shoot your flaws at you like a bullet.

Jacob losing Rayan was the very last thing he thought about. They've been friends since the middle of August 2014, when they was freshmen at this university. Now, the friendship ended in the middle of April 2016, as both of them struggling to keep up their grades to be a junior in the next semester. It's a shame to Jacob that their friendship couldn't make it to two years. But like it was mentioned in the previous chapter, college friends can turn out to be temporary people. The ways you can subtract them can be unpredictable. They can stop fucking with you by having bad blood, or just becoming distance because they're surrounded by other people. Or to make it understandable, you wasn't important to them in the first place.

Jacob and Rayan had bad blood. They argued about something silly. Well, even if you're arguing about something stupid, you can be rejected by the person you thought you depended on. From now on, Jacob believes that Rayan wasted most of his life. Whatever front he was holding on to, Jacob's happy that Rayan dropped it. The harsh things that Rayan yelled at him, Jacob might as well assume that was his true colors, and nevertheless, wish they haven't met in the first place.

It was nice knowing him. 

You can tell that the two is no longer friends because Jacob unfollowed him on Twitter, Rayan unfollowed him on Instagram, both of them thought about removing each other on Snapchat, but when Rayan was beginning to, he didn't see Jacob's higher snap score anymore━meaning Jacob was the first to remove him. Though Jacob doesn't know this, Rayan deleted him off his contact list.

Looks like they won't be on each other's good side anymore. Just strangers with bad blood.

So far, the people that he got to know, mainly Rayan and Alessia, he suddenly feel like he's wrong about them. Those were the only person he seemed to be close with. Sure, he has old friends before he attended to York, but they're doing their own thing that's causing them to be far in the city, since Toronto is pretty big, and a couple of them is in different provinces, such as in Québec and British Columbia. Vancouver is where his adopted parents is from before they moved here in the 6. That's where Jacob contemplate on moving after he's probably done with his college education━ depending on what he's doing. Either Western Canada... or go ahead and be a somehow legal immigrant in the United States by moving to New York City.