Hiding the Secrets

eight

☾HIDING THE SECRETS ☽
PERRIE

"Why did you leave with him? He could've have done something to you!"

"Jade. I understand. but he's not that cruel as you guys imagine him to be." I didn't understand why they didn't like him. He did nothing wrong to them. As a matter of fact, he tried to protect me. Even though I was beyond pissed at him, I still felt bad.

"Whatever." Jesy rolled her eyes. I'm not really enjoying their attitude.

"Can we just not talk about him?" I asked sweetly as I continued to eat my Ice cream.

"So Jade, what's up with you and Sam?" Leigh Anne asked with big dialed eyes. Jades eyes went sweetly and her mouth formed into a grin.

"Well, he took me out to dinner." All of us were waiting for her to continue.

"And that's it?" I asked as the rest laughed.

"No, then afterwards we took a walk around the park and," she said slowly with the grin getting even wider.

"Oh my god Thirlwall hurry up!" Jesy came impatient.

"We kinda made out." We all squealed as she said the last words.

She earned some 'I knew it!' and some 'I told you he was going to kiss you!' Which was mainly Jesy.

"Alright guys. I must be going." this week was Leigh-Anne's house and I was getting tired out of my mind.

"You sure Perrie?"

I nodded in response as I grabbed my cardigan and my keys. I waved goodbye at the girls still sitting down and left.

It was literally three steps and I was in front of my apartment. The cold and snow ridged against my back as I tried to open the door. It's been snowing for the past few weeks and I hated it. The only thing I like about the cold is the things I can wear.

I rushed in my apartment and shut the door. I don't know what came over me but I just want to plush on my bed without doing another thing.

Just when I'm about to head over to my room, a knock on the door made my dreams wait.

"Girls not now!"

My response was more knocking, louder.

Those were not the girls.

I was scared to open the door at first but I came rushing to the door.

When I opened it,

He was covered in bruises and his fist were pale. His face was bloody and his hair was no longer styled. His face was sad and angry mixed in one. I couldn't explain it properly.

His clothes were ripped and his coat was covered in snow.

"Zayn, are you okay?" I instantly grabbed his arm bringing him inside and closing the door.

He didn't say a word. he just shivered quietly, and me being a people pleaser— I sat him down on my couch and brought him some hot tea.

"Well aren't you going to say anything?" He looked up to me as I crossed my arms in front of him but all he did was drink his tea.

"Zayn, are you okay?" I asked again more sternly. He turned his head and looked with me. His eyes held sorrow and sadness. He was really looking at me.

"Perrie, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I brought you into this mess but do me a favor and trust me. Trust me. That's all I'm asking for is your trust. I'm trying to protect you from my mistakes and for crying out loud, I was a drug dealer who was struggling at the edge and then I turned into a FBI agent which turned out like crap! This is not the greatest thing to ask but I'm asking for your trust. I feel like I've known you for ever but the truth is we only knew each other for weeks. So once again, trust me and let me protect you."

My mouth was open in awe as he put down the cup on the side table and stood up so close to my face.

His brown eyes were exploring my blue ones, awaiting for my answer or response for all this shit going on.

"Zayn, I don't know. It's really hard for me to trust you right now-" I started. I honestly didn't know what to say.

Then all of a sudden, I felt lips pressed against mine and to be honest, I had no deny over it. I let him kiss me.

His kiss was sweet and soft and I led myself kissing him as well. I found myself closing my eyes and enjoying the kiss. At this point, I had no control over my hormones. My hand flew over his neck and his snaked around my waist.

It felt so good to be kissed like this but there was one question on my mind.

I slowly pulled away, resting my forehead on his. our heavy breathing took the sound of our ears.

I opened my eyes and looked to see his brown eyes with sorrow.

"Why?"

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a/n
[edited 12/3/15]
kissing scene because why not¿?
-n.torres