I don't think this is going to be depressing, because it doesn't need to be. I just think it's gonna be kinda touchy feelie. I don't know. This isn't future my this time XD This is probz just going to be random notes about what it's like or something. By the way, look all the was through Google to find this quote so you better be satisfied XD
••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
So, let's start this off in a obvious way. I'm bi! Yyyyaaaaaayyyy! (Most of you know that by looking at the messages on my dash) So I'm a bi female. It's actually a lot harder then you think. First off, the judgement (throw back to another chapter ayyy) so you get called greedy, but that's about it (that I've encountered). I mean, I've gotten a bit of confusion, but that's all. Like, people seeing me with my boyfriend then with a girlfriend. They're like "what..?" Then I have to explain. But it doesn't really bother me. But what really sucks is my family. The rest of my family is a very strict Christian household. So if I tell them I'm Bi, they will actually put me up for adoption or something. I've already told my best friend, and thankfully she was there for me all the way. So that's something you have to look forward to. The reaction.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Another thing is, straight people. I REALLY like this girl, let's name her... Daisy, I guess. We are really good friends, and we always talk and hang out, we're like two peas in a pod. But then my stupid brain and heart decided to catch the feelings and I'm like "sh*t". So now I've fallen for my best friend, who also is a female and seems to be straight. Great! So now I have to do Facebook research to find out if she's straight or not. I come up with nothing; she doesn't have a Facebook =,D. All she has is Wattpad and snapchat, but she refuses to tell me her Wattpad because she thinks her stories are embarrassing. So I can't do any research. So now I have to suffer while hanging out with her all the time. I think about telling her, but shy out of it, in fear of ruining our friendship and being judged or something, I'm just thinking of the worst possible outcomes here. So i work up the bravery to tell her. I set up a hangout in a mall near Hot Topic. Of course. She comes, and before I can say anything, I notice a guy linked to her arm. They seem almost detachable. I ask who it was. She said her boyfriend.
Heartbroken.
<><><><><><><><><><><><>
That's the price you go through when your bi/Gay. Realizing most of the world is straight. And you only develop feeling for the straight people ftw but seriously I really like this other girl who I'm guessing is pretty straight and I'm like "oh great".
But I feel like i can make her spaghetti. Straight at first, but limp when things get steamy ;) No but seriously im so prepared to be disappointed I've stalked up on depressing movies and books, and icecream. Can never be too prepared.
••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
Sorry for the short chapter >.< Tired Katie is never a good idea. This probably sucks because I can't concentrate. But yeah, buh bye. Love ya guys! <3 good night~
••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
So this is WAYYY future me. I forogt to mention one thing about being bi/gay. I was hanging out with my friends when somebody asked is any of us was bi/gay. I admitted I was bi, and then everyone started chasing after me repeating "Let's recreate columbine!" They were chasing me with knifes. We were at school. The teachers just watched. Thanks,
Teach! Always know I can count on you for support! But anyway, yeah. Bye guys, love ya! <3
YOU ARE READING
Nightmares can't hurt you in real life
Short StoryI wanted to jot down my random thoughts. That is exactly that this is. It is a completely random story about what I think, why I think, and how fuc*ing Emo I am. Fun!
