Okay so I've kind of fallen into depression again lately. (Yay fuck my life) and it's kinda taking over my actions and how I speak to people and stuff like that. Like I recently snapped at my best friend out of nowhere and we ended up hating each other for like a week until I explained it to her and apologized. I don't know if this is abnormal, or I'm just being an idiot, but yeah. I'm kinda hating how it's running my life. And it's like, most people don't know. Only my friends Tera and Izzy know. (Well know you guys know but) and it's like, having somebody controlling your actions and nobody knowing. So if you act rash, they just start hating and ignoring you, and such. And if you try to explain, they will say it's an excuse, or something stupid for attention, or whatever. And I don't really get that? How something so... Simple can ruin your life simply because of misunderstanding. And another thing is how easily you distance yourself away form people, to make them not worry? Like I stay in my room all day never once going downstairs just so my parents and siblings don't question me, when in reality they are now worrying more that you aren't eating enough or your never socially active or you don't have friends at school or some stupid shit. To be honest, I'm so tired rn I barely know what I'm saying so if this sucks donkey balls on a sunset then I'll edit it in the morning.
Oh and quick thanks to DumpsterDiving101 for offering to kill people who beat me up thnx bby lov u <3
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Short StoryI wanted to jot down my random thoughts. That is exactly that this is. It is a completely random story about what I think, why I think, and how fuc*ing Emo I am. Fun!
