You will soon learn; you get judged for everything. You get judged for being happy, for being sad. Being fat, Being skinny. Being shy, being outrageous. Hating him/her, liking him/her. Being scared, being brave. You will never be left alone. You will always be judged, always have a title, always be a puppet.
Now, you may try to stand out. You will try to break that, you will try to rebel. But, that makes it worse. You will be judged even harder. Watched with every moment you take. Friends become enemies, enemies become friends. Then you start again.
I had a friend named Sierra. She was my best friend, two peas in a pod. We were direct opposites, but we were so alike. You couldn't break our bond; it was tighter then the best, strongest glue in this world. We could barely separate, and when we fought, we couldn't spend a second without saying sorry. Like I said, we were Bffs for life. But she was popular, and I was a looser. Nobody likes me, I had no friends, I was what you would call a stereotypical movie nerd. While she, Sierra, was the most popular girl in the school. She had a ton of friends, and was loved by EVERYONE. She was the stereotypical popular girl.
Soon, I was getting bullied. Now EVERYONE hated me. The friends I had were long gone. I was lost in the dirt. Apparently, she didn't want to be seen with a looser like me. She gave up on me, and left me In a muddy ditch. Literally.Soon, I started hanging out with her best friend Bre. She helped me, she made me pretty, etc. I was starting to become the most popular girl in the school. And I felt good.
Soon enough, people found out what Sierra did to me, and long story short, she became like I was.
Long story short, you end up hating your Bffs, loving your enemies. Then the friends end up falling, and beg for your help. Don't. Even. Budge.
I guess you could say that things aren't what they seem.
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Kısa HikayeI wanted to jot down my random thoughts. That is exactly that this is. It is a completely random story about what I think, why I think, and how fuc*ing Emo I am. Fun!