12:51

Thirty

She left.

She left me.

How could I be so stupid?

I pulled my knees to my chest

She's not coming back.

Fresh tears slid down my cheeks

I rocked myself back and forth

"Come back, I need you.."

My whispers getting lost in the wind.

"Don't leave, don't leave, please don't leave me..."

I repeated in my broken voice.

I wept for her laughs, her smiles,

I wept for the hugs she used to give me

I wept for the mischief in her eyes,

I wept for the warmth of her hands inside mine

I wept for the little kisses she peppered me with

I wept for the dreams we made, the promises we swore

I wept for her

And I wept for the love I took for granted.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.."