Double Lives and a Secret

Panic!!!

~Their hearts had broken for her, but hers was just beginning to heal~

Gabriella's POV

I'm actually so excited to return home. I'll be in my own house, own bed and with my pups. I can't wait! The only thing I'm dreading is not sleeping in Troys arms every night and during the day, it'll be horrible. I love having my boy right next to me and that when I wake up, he's there usually still asleep with his arms wrapped around me and not letting me go. This is gonna be hard.

"Baby, what's on your mind?" Troy asked me, interrupting my oncoming panic attack with his loving husky voice.

"I'm just... Thinking about home and how that... You won't be there to hold me when I sleep." I got out while tears fell down my cheeks and my short gasps for breath.

"Oh baby, I'll still be there. 4 out of the 7 night a week, I'll be there. And you'll be in my arms. Baby girl, stop crying I'm here. I'm never leaving you and I'm only next door, I'll sneak into your every night and we'll fall asleep. Ok please, baby girl, calm down. I hate seeing you upset. Baby, I love you, please Brie, stop crying, I'm gonna start crying. Please Brie, baby I love you." Troy begged me and I eventually stopped crying. He's such a sweetheart, he just put his heart out for me.

"I love you too, can you hold me, please baby?" I asked him and he nodded, pulling me closer and running his hands in my hair to soothe me.
"Anything for you, Brie," he whispered and I eventually started to drift off in his arms. The place I felt the safest...

Troy's POV

I can't believe my baby was near to having a panic attack about me not being there to hold her while she slept. My poor Brie. I was thinking about that, but I had already figured out that I'll sneak through her balcony. She obviously hadn't. Oh my poor baby.

"How is she?" I heard someone ask, I looked up and saw Coby there, staring at her with sorrowful eyes. Coby and I hadn't talked in awhile.

"Stressed. She thought I wouldn't be there to hold her when she fell asleep and wake up to me. She almost had a panic attack about it. I can't believe I didn't realise that." I told him and he nodded, his eyes glistening at the pain she was going through at the moment.

"Mami and Papa are stressing her out as well." Coby sighed out, taking a seat across from me. "She's freaking out because Laci, Noah and Aiden appeared out of no where and she didn't know about them. The stress of her and Mami's relationship is worsening as the days go on and she's always been a mumma's girl. She needs to learn when to stop worrying. I'm scared Troy. It makes her tired, sad, emotional. I can't even name everything she's feeling! Look after her man, please. I can't let my baby sister get worse. You've gotta help her! Please!" Coby begged me, tears falling down both of our faces.

"Of course, man. I love her, I'll protect her at all costs and I'm going to get rid of this stress. You're my best friend Coby, you're more than a best friend, you're my brother. I would do anything to help and it's about this girl in my lap whom I love. I love you bro." I told him, looking at him with tears. He nodded, giving me a hug, his tears drying as more pooled in his eyes.

"I love you too bro. Thanks for always being there." He told me, before walking off, only to end up in Beth's arms whom wrapped him up in a hug, letting him cry his heart out.

"You're stressing everyone out baby. But I'm going to help you. Rely on me baby. I love you." I whispered to my sleeping girl and than buried my head in her locks, breathing in her vanilla smell and drifting off to sleep.

Bethany's POV

This is getting worse. My best friend is exhausted and her boyfriend is trying everything he can, even in his own exhausted state. My crush, who is my best friends brother is worsening as the days go on. His little sister is upset and his bond with her makes him feel it all. He's so stressed and it's showing. The tears in his eyes explain it all. This has to get get better otherwise... I don't know what's gonna happen. It has to stop, before it gets worse and worse and worse...

Vanessa's POV

My brother came in crying his heart out and I didn't know why! I had a feeling about it, because of my bond, but I didn't know if that right or not! He was sobbing and Beth was trying to calm him down, but he just kept going on and on about how it's getting worse and worse.

It's Bella. My poor sister is hurting everyone around her and she doesn't know.

She's panicking. She's exhausted. She's stressed. She's upset. She's angry. She's depressed. And what am I meant to do about it?!?

She's always been the one with the plan. The one that knows what to do in every situation. Like when I first started liking Zac when I met him and I was freaking out that I'd be an embarrassment. But I wasn't and Bella helped me learn that. She always knows what to do and our only hope is Troy and to figure out how to take the stress away.

It's hurting. Her heart is hurting, so mines hurting and Coby's is breaking for her and so is Sage's and Chase's.

"Baby, cry it out, let it out." Zac whispered to me and I started screaming, crying, whimpering. I was having a fit.

"IT HURTS!" I screamed and Zac held me, whispering over and over how much he loved me and that Bella doesn't want me to hurt and that it all go away. He kept whispering and I calmed, but that pain in my heart was still there and I didn't know what to do. But I knew one thing... I've gotta help Bellla........

Chase's POV

I'm in so much pain and it's because of my sister hurting. My sister whom I didn't remember well and we had only just reunited. But she was in pain and so was I. I was hurting and I didn't know what to do. I had to help her and I knew that, I just had to figure out how. I knew how to stop the pain. Take G's pain away. And my only hope, everyone's only hope was Troy... Help my sister Troy, please.........

Sage's POV

I felt like my heart was breaking. A different pain from when I saw Aaron kissing other girls, this pain... It hurt a lot... And it was a bond and it was killing me slowly. My sister... My sister who was only a couple of minutes younger than me was in pain and I had to help... Help her get better... Help her fix her relationship with Mami... Give her a relationship with Papa... Do whatever we can to help her find our siblings... I realised from the start that even if we are all here to help, that Gabsy was our leader. She was the girl to help us all and she was gonna find her/our siblings no matter what... And I've gotta help her do that... I hope everyone prepared for that. To help her. To protect her. To mend her. To help her fix herself. To help Troy... To love her................