Young Love

{Summer}

I wake up with the sun shining in my face. It's only 7:00 and its bright outside I put on some clothes.

(Deez clothes)
I put on some cologne, perfume and deodorant. I look out my window and see everyone waiting outside. I run downstairs and open the door. "Bye mom." I say. "Bye sweetie have a good last day." Says mom. I run outside to everyone. We head to school through the forest. I almost trip and I grab onto Issac's arm and he grabs onto me. "Uh sorry." I say standing up. He smiles and wraps his arm around me and we continue walking. We finally arrive school and we don't have to go to class because that is what we do on the last day. We all hang out in the hall by art class and I show them my art which is hung up on the wall by the class. I actually can do art really well. We also do photography in art class so I show them some pictures I took and printed. I love photography and art...
We finally can go home. We all just hang out in out usual spot in the forest. Brett and I decide to race each other. "I'll race you to that tree over there." Says Brett. "I'll loose but it's worth a try. "Okay we go in 3, 2, 1, go!" He says. I trip him before he can leave and I take off. Ryan blocks the way with Lucas. "No!" I say as Brett takes off speeding past us. "No I need to beat him!" I say laughing. Issac comes running up as I slip past them. Issac goes in front of me. "Damn you!" I say giggling. He picks me up and I struggle to leave his arms. "You tripped Brett, you cheated so I'm not letting go." He says laughing. "I win!" Yells Brett across the field. "Nooooooooooo!" I say laughing. "I had a chance of finally winning at something athletic but of course you had to ruin that for me." I say to them. Issac still doesn't let me free. "Ehhh." I say trying to move. "Oh yeah, I forgot I was holding you." Says Issac letting me down. I'm underweight so anyone can lift me up. I weigh only 80 pounds sadly. I swear I'm not anorexic but I don't really have an appetite for food. "What should we do over the summer?" Asks Issac. "It's so boring being at my house." I say. "Yeah me too." Says Ryan. "We could just talk to each other if we get bored, we can always hang out." Says Lucas. "Our city is kind of boring." Says Brett. "If we could do anything or go anywhere, where would we go?" Asks Issac. "I would move out of my parents house." Says Ryan. "I wish I could move out." I say. "I want to play video games all the time." Says Brett. I laugh. "I don't know what to do." Says Lucas. We hang out until 12:00 PM. I start to fall asleep in the grass. Issac sits next to me and leans me on his shoulder. Lucas, Ryan, and Brett went home but I didn't notice because I was too tired. He moves me to his chest. I stay there with Issac for about 30 minutes being half awake and half asleep. He then wakes me up completely. "Let's go home." He says. He walks me home and I walk in the door knowing my parents are asleep. I take a shower like I do every night. I get out of the shower and drift asleep on my bed thinking of Issac. Does he like me?
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(Middle of summer)
Since I live in a small city in Washington it's never too hot in the summer. It can even be cold. I get a text in a group chat with everyone and it says, let's hang out. I see everyone outside. It feels cold through my window. I put on some clothes.

(this)
I meet them outside. "Finally you are awake." Says Lucas. Issac looks at me. He is wearing a black hoodie with some grey sweat pants and black high tops. His hair looks messy but it's cute. We all sit on some wood and talk to each other. Issac sits next to me and I try to sit as close as I can trying to not make it obvious that I like him. I feel like he only likes me as a sibling. We wonder through the forest which we know every corner of. I climb up a tree and everyone follows. The tree is so big it can hold all of us. After it is about 1:00 I go to my house to have some food. I eat and head outside again. Issac is the tallest out of all of them so he sticks out the most. I'm the smallest too. We talk like we always do. I feel so nervous around Issac. I know that there is no way he likes me back. I'm too young and he probably just likes girls. "So Jay, what is your sexuality? I'm just curious because you have never told us." Asks Lucas. "Uh well I'm bi and pansexual so I like all genders." I say. "Have you ever had a crush on someone?" Asks Lucas. "Actually no." I say. "Then do you have any current crushes?" He asks. "Why?" I ask. "I'm just curious." He says. "It does sound like you have a crush though." Says Brett. "You are starting to sound like 12 year old girls." I say. "Fine, but we do know you have a crush now." Says Lucas. "No..." I say fake crying. "Just tell us who it is. I'm really curious now." Says Ryan. "I don't need anyone right now so I have a crush on myself!" I say. "Fine whatever." Says Lucas. "It's pointless at this age to date because whoever you are dating will just break up with you." I say. "You're right but sometimes you can find someone that won't break up with you." Says Lucas. "Do you have a crush?" I ask Lucas smiling. My voice cracked on the word crush. "You are right it is really awkward when someone asks you." Says Lucas. "Yeah." I say. We talk until 12:00 PM again. Issac stayed quiet for some reason. "Issac why haven't you been talking?" I ask. He just stays quiet looking at the ground. Everyone leaves to go home but he doesn't. I sit next to him. "What's wrong?" I ask. He still stays quiet. I hug him and he hugs back. "I think my dad will die in a month." He says. "What? How do you know that for sure?" I ask. "I heard my dad talking to my mom and he was saying how he had cancer and how the doctor said they can't remove it. He said he would die in a month." He says. I hug him tightly while we sit on the ground. This is the first time I've seen him cry. I hold his head to my shoulder stroking the back of his neck. "Issac, maybe there is a chance you heard wrong." I say. "No.(cries) I know that I heard him say that." He says. "I'm sorry Issac." I say almost crying. Seeing him cry makes me want to cry. I feel so bad for him. I hold him close and calm him down by talking to him and hugging him for a few hours...

*END OF CHAPTER*
Hey guys! This so so sad. I'm crying at my own story. Anyways I'll write again tomorrow. Ok BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!