Young Love

{He Knows}

We head to my house. I lead them inside to the living room. We get settled into the couch and start playing video games. They have been to my house before, so this isn't new. They've even met my parents. After a while of playing video games we start to talk. The conversation got interesting. "I don't want school to start. I'm not ready." Says Lucas. "I don't want to see my x girlfriend." Says Ryan sort of angered. Issac starts to laugh. "Oh my god, I hated her. She was literally insane." Says Issac laughing. "Jay, have you ever dated anyone?" Asks Brett. "I actually have, but I didn't like it." I say. "Who was it?" Asks Brett. "A girl named Tristan." I say. "Don't you have a crush?" Asks Brett. "We have already talked about this." I say. "Yeah but you never told us if you do or not. So do you have a crush or not?" Asks Brett. I say nothing. I don't want to say that I do, but I don't want to lie. "So you do have a crush?" Asks Lucas. Ryan pauses the game and looks at me. Everyone is staring. I don't say anything. "Jason..." Says Lucas waving his hand in my face. I just look away. I get up and go to my room. After about a minute they all come up and knock on the door. I open it and they come in. "What do you want?" I ask. "Just tell us who it is that you have a crush on!" Says Lucas. "We won't tell anyone." Says Ryan. I just keep quiet. I actually felt like crying. "Is he with us right now?" Asks Issac. I still keep quiet. "We won't judge you." Says Brett. I look down and hold my shoulders. I could feel the heat rise to my cheeks. "Is it Brett?" Asks Lucas. "No!" I say angry. I realize that they are closer to finding out who it is. "Is it Ryan?" Asks Lucas. "I'm just going to keep quiet now. You have no way of knowing now!" I say. "Is it me?" Asks Lucas. I still keep quiet. I go to the corner of my room by a shelf and sit down on the floor. Everyone sits in front of me. I avoid making eye contact. "Is it Issac?" Asks Ryan. Heat rises to my cheeks. Oh god. "Is must be Issac. They are blushing" Says Ryan with a smirk. "Okay fine it is, I really don't care anymore." I say. I wish I didn't say that. I'm so stupid. Everyone gets up and cheers except Issac. He is just looking at me. I get away from everyone. I head to the living room and cover my face. I wish I didn't say that. I feel like this isn't real. I feel like I can just rewind to the moment I said that and just take it back. Everyone follows me and mocks me. Issac is just standing in the background, staring at me. I can't tell if I was staring at him, it went by so quickly. Ryan stands next to Issac and talks to him. They are just whispering to each other glancing at me. After an hour of that and playing video games, everyone leaves. Issac said nothing to me after that. I'm scared that we won't be friends anymore...

*END OF CHAPTER*
Sorry it was so short, I am really tired right now because it's like 4 AM. I have to leave now because I'll fall asleep. ANYWAYS BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!