I live with your heart (literally)

That is what our heart beats for. .

Today is which day ghostie.

The day on which  you ate an entire bakery.Rd said crossing his legs as he flopped down on my couch.

Mr.Jerk today is the last day of my break so I was thinking we will do something reckless.

? ?

I tried to make him see the obvious by cocking my eye brows but all I got was innocent eyes.

Today we will have shots .

We are gonna go for shooting paint balls?

Naah for having vodka  idiot.

I am a ghost ring any bell.

We are connected ring any other bell.If I drink you will get drunk , logic duh..

I have never had alcohol.

Neither have I angel.That is why I want it so badly.Now take up the challenge Scared little kitten.I popped the cap and poured down the fizzy liquid to a glass before getting it down my throat.It tasted like shit but I felt pretty badass on the bright side.One thing lead to another and I ended up emptying the whole bottle to the pit of my stomach.I could see Randhir every single line on his well defined face.I really don't  understand why people say drinking disturbs your vision as I think it  enhances your ability to distinguish stuff as what ever comes in focus becomes the centre of universe and the rest blurs down.

He was looking as though there was a laughing gas attack , one two three  habvvahhahhahhahahaha we laughed together as until the stomach clenched together in a 100 knots in my case.

Once we found ourselves out of breath I really found the desperate need to fill the silence.

So Randhir tell me have you ever fallen in love.

Well...

Leave it baby you are too young.I just want to say na ki all these are over rated.Love marriage forever,bulls hit.

Naah you are wrong love exists in every one you just have to find it.

Oh shut up goody good.I have seen love breaking up into nothing with my parents.They broke up over what I don't  know  exactly, nobody felt I was worthy enough for their answers.I lived  my childhood in a fake forever carefully tailored by my parents.But stitches are meant to be broken and they broke one day crushing my fairy tale in a single go.My parents were in love but it did melt didnt  it.I don't  trust in fake hopes any more .I broke out into tears which I couldn't hold back.
I don't  agree still Sanyukta love is the only thing that stays.It is like a rainbow which fills you with hopes and lots of happiness.It brings colours to your lifestyle. The mere existence of the other person strengthens your will to fight with the world.Love gives you strength.Your  parents might have loved but for them ego was overpowering their love.I don't  think what they had was even love because love never lies love never give up.They were together for their convenience and they got apart for the same thing.From what I have seen both of them love you a lot and that is what matters.

If dad loved me he would have called me once Rd.

He may have his own reasons Sanyu.Dont make assumptions and please keep your heart open to love because true love will relieve you of the burden you carry and it will enlighten you..

Why is it that I feel so good after listening to you? Why do I find my wounds heeling?Why have I started living from the moment I met you?Why is my heart beating so fast?Why do I feel you are my world?I edged towards him looking deep into his deep brown orbs.He didn't  move back but returned me the same intensity.

You do know the answer, don't  you?

Do you know? I felt my lips touching his trying to search his soul.I wasn't  actually kissing  him but he kissed me pushing me deep into his love.I am irrevocably and hopelessly  in love with Randhir Singh Shekhawath.