I live with your heart (literally)

Give up ..Talk to my hand...

                   Well enough with abla naari, I am so bored u see...Randhir Singh Shekhawath is so dead if it was even possible..Well I don't care any more..He will pay for making me cry over the fantasy that I had a one way traffic with him....He loves me the same magnitude in which I love him..And when Sanyukta Agarwal likes a guy for the first time he doesn't get to turn his back and walk
away...I always  get the final dialogue which will zip his mouth forever and I will for sure chain that idiot to my pallu (WTF I don't own a saree)=scarf (excuse me now I will have to wear one in this hot weather to make him stay,****** I hate him😡). I know you people think I am mad for bakbaking but this is fighter mode of Sanyukta Agarwal.. .Besides there are more pressing topics like CANCER and TERRORISM to cry about other than an idiotic boy who chickened out on a KISS..I am so angry  on myself for playing he loves  me he loves me not for 6 freaking months like a zombie.I like to keep stuff simple people...

I am going to conjure Mr.Ghostie😈..Come on people now don't tell me ki you are on the side of that spineless 
idiot who freaked out at a kiss.I didn't even use my tongue but still that Bandar has the nerve to make me feel ki I raped him...😲On our first night probably the idiot will run away calling out bachao....😤I need some chilled iced tea...No it is fine remember Sanyu no rest untill  you find freaking Shekhawath...

Step one of conjuring ghostie cum potential father of your kids😊find a nice little spot on the place were you have made most memories....
Ha that was easy beach...Checked..

Step two fill it with his favourite things....
😠my tears...(I wish I fell in love with someone who would tell me I hate tears rey😙😂)What to say my bhutti kismath....I have filled the beach with our paintings both before and after US...And my emmotionl music journal was playing in the background 😎😎

I am so proud of them since the pain part is kicked out....Well I did it , come on I won't brood over past after realising the fact that my true love is a million dollar hottie. Truth be told hottie did take away my past from me and opened happiness in me...😊😊😊😊..

Step 3:Stage a fake suicide...Check check check....This is the fun part girls I get to do drama haiii....So the best actor nominee Sanyukta Agarwal ki award winning  drama will start in  3.... 2 ......1😉😉

I  brought the same expression that I had for the last 6 months to my face...I t wasn't very difficult as the horrible constipated  face kind of printed itself on my features😐.....I ran my hand with  longing( I hope it is coming out...) on his paintings as though for the last time...I looked into the one in which his soul was being torn apart (peeps note the point that the soul has hazel eyes  *mine* I will sue him for copyright infringement).Listen carefully here comes the punch line..

Randhir u won't ever come  to me so I am coming to u...The glycerin in my eyes was finally paying off.One drop stood dramatically at my eye threatening to fall...(were did I forget my camera....😣😣😣it is so beautiful)

I  walked towards the sea like a daily soap girl my one step in 5 minutes rate)I was counting the seconds to time my moves...
Before I kept the next step I heared a huffing puffing someone calling out my name...😉
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