My Brother Loves Me than He Should {H.S.} (DISCONTINUED)

What's Wrong with America?

So I'm not really into the news but from what I'm seeing from other African American writers is that we have a fucked up legal system....not really surprising! White cops killing young black men for no reason and celebrities that appropriate our culture aren't saying shit about it! Hell, none of them are! Which is sad! I'm just like the people that appropriate our culture make other people believe that's how we act! Therefore, cops believe that we are criminals, savages, uneducated, and worthless! Not just cops but ignorant people as well, that believe in alllivesmatter. We didn't come up with blacklivesmatter to say that we're more important than everyone, no, we created this movement to show that we are just as equal, dedicated, hardworking, and deserve credit for it.

I hate living in a country where I have to worry about my live every time I hear about cops gunning down people like me. I hate living in fear.

I try to tell my parents and sister that not every celebrity started a trend. No, they don't wanna listen, they laugh it off and say don't be so deep. I can't help it when you're brainwashed and I'm not. Off topic but that's what they tell me.

I love being a smartass, it's better than being a dumbass. Off topic.

Anyway, I just hate how I'm living, I know every cop isn't bad but how can I believe that when I hear about fellow African Americans being killed..in front of children and lovers.

Man, I know was off topic twice but here's again off topic thing, I believe that they, the government, believe we are savages because the music we listen to, mostly rappers, and how some of us, majority of us, want to act like those rappers.

That's just me but be nice and comment on what you think. Don't go after me.

It's just that everything we do is wrong but when whites do it, it's ok. What?

I have some white friends but they aren't ignorant.

But I feel like whites get everything a lot easier than do. I don't know their way of life, they may be poor, sick, whatever. But whoever has enough money, gets the things they need a lot better. I don't get it. That's not equality.

America is "suppose" to be about equality but that's happening when some people struggle and others don't bother to help because they have it easy.

I'm very off topic but that's many conversations I have had and heard from my family but when I try to put in my thoughts they brush me off.

Ugh, rants! This wasn't suppose to be about me! This was suppose to be about what's going on in America.

I just had to say something because I never said anything about this because I was always thinking, "oh, this has nothing to do with me". But it kind of does, now that I have to deal with driving into this cruel country and grow into an adult within it. And get an education in a country where majority of the Caucasian world thinks blacks are stupid.

Hell, now that think about it, why call us black, when I think of that word I see darkness and you know what villains wear....black!!!

Oi, my brain!! I just want to go into my imagination and never wake up, but I have no choice because I have to survive in this world where I'm stereotyped and blah blah blah! I'm repeating myself and I lost the whole point of this rant because everything is racing and colliding! I'm going to draw and go to bed because I'm tired.

Oh, and if you're wondering why I deciding to do this chapter is because of Zayn and what he tweeted. I'm not going into details. Check out ZarrysBlackDoll interracial book and you'll see what I mean.

Night or morning everybody
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