Maybe Someday....

Wasted

Lee Dong Wook immersed himself on several projects to keep Ji Hyo out of his mind. But the more he tried to forget her the more he can't stop thinking about her.

He checks his cellphone all the time, thinking that Ji Hyo might text him, he was even checking his emails in case she send him one but he never heard from her again since that night she confessed.

"Why do you have to make our friendship this complicated Ji Hyo? Wae? Wae?" He was looking at her picture in his cellphone.

He can't bring himself to call or visit her. He wants to clear his mind first. He is still confused about everything.

"Dong Wook, you are not looking good right now. Is everything all right? I can sense that your mind is always far away. You know you have to be on top shape all the time if you want to make it big in this industry." His manager told him seriously.

"Mianhae, I'm just tired this past weeks. Don't worry I'll take care of myself more." He excused himself and went to the restroom. He splash his face with some water and look himself in the mirror.

"Yaa Dong Wook, you really look like hell. Just pick yourself together okay." He talks to his reflection.

That's the reason he accepted every invitation he had, from making CFs, photoshoots and guestings. He wants to make himself occupied so he won't have room to think about Ji Hyo.

It was his off day and he was feeling antsy. He hates not doing anything so he cleans up his place and when he was finish, he then allows himself to think about her again.

"Why does your confession bothered me so much Ji Hyo. You shouldn't have said anything, now I've totally lost you." He was thinking to himself. Since he allows himself to think of her, he might as well do it all the way.

First he watched a lot of Running Man episodes. He missed the way she laugh and it hurts him to see how she smiles to her partners. He feels jealous even to their idol male guests when they tried to act cute with her. He especially dislikes the way Kwang Soo always help her like it was a second nature for him to offer her his hand, or hand her towels and drinks.

"This is bullshit." He shouts. He didn't finish watching the episodes because it's making him agitated for some reason. But he wants to know about her so he googled her whereabouts. They were a lot of fancams of her capturing her smile. He looks at that particular picture for a long time. How he wish she would smile like that for him again.

Then he read an article about her accepting that reality show about dating with a Taiwanese actor.

"Mwo?! What the hell is she thinking. Why would she star in a reality dating show like that. Isn't having a loveline in Running Man enough? " He was really angry at the news. There would surely be a lot of flirting, skinship and God knows what. He's been there when he was in Roommate before. He was in a lot of loveline there. But after the show he didn't show any interest with them.

He decided to stop stalking her through the internet. The only thing that can pacify him is if he can talk or just see her in person. He missed her so much it hurts but he still don't know what he truly felt for her and that's what makes it even more confusing.

He tried to sleep, read a book, anything just to distract his mind but to no avail.

"Well, Maybe I just need to go out. This house is suffocating me." He gets his car keys and head out. He was just driving around with no definite direction when he realized he was near Ji Hyo's place.

He decided to just park at the end of the lot and just stay there to clear his mind. He had no intention to appear in front of her and she might not be at home. He just wants to be there to feel their connection.

He was just staring out in space when he notice Ji Hyo's car with another one parked side by side. Lee Kwang Soo emerge from the other car and immediately went to open Ji Hyo's door. They walk with Kwang Soo holding her hand while holding a plastic full of beer on his other hand.

He was seething with jealousy. Has she forgotten about him and moved on already?

"Wookie focus... First of all you have no right to get hurt over her. You were just someone who hurt her badly." He told himself while looking at them entering together in her place.

He was contemplating whether he should follow. He knows Ji Hyo when she gets drunk and he doesn't want her to be with Kwang Soo. Then he saw Ji Hyo's younger brother walking towards their home. He was close with him for the countless times he was at her home. He sigh as a sign of relief. Now he won't be worried of her being alone with Kwang Soo.

Maybe it wasn't the right time yet to face her. He still needs to deeply examine his feelings, what she really meant to him. He wants to be sure of what he could offer her, if it's only friendship or something more. It would be unfair to bother her when he isn't sure of himself yet.

Making sure that his brother went inside and then he called his bestfriend Jo Se Ho.

~ Yeoboseyo Se Ho, are you busy? I really need someone to drink with tonight. Are you free?~

~You're lucky my man, I just finish shooting and I am in need to unwind right now.~

They decided to meet in Dong Wook's house. He bought a lot of beer. He prepared some grilled meat as appetizer. He heard the doorbell just when he finish putting on his shirt after showering.

"Yaa hyung, what the hell? You look like crap." Se Ho blurted as soon as he saw Wookie.

"Well my chingu, I feel like shit right now so we better start drinking." He said while pushing Se Ho inside.

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Author's Note:

Thank you for reading this story. I would like to apologize for the wrong grammars. Pls don't pressure me in updating ASAP because I am really busy and I am trying my best to write as fastbasbmy mind can think lol. But thanks anyway it means you are all enjoying the story.
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