Maybe Someday....

Hurting

"Come in Kwang Soo. I see my brother is not home yet. Just put those beers in the table. I'll just wash up first before we start okay." Ji Hyo went to her room leaving Kwang Soo preparing the drinks and food they bought. She felt relieved, maybe she needed this to unwind. It still hurts her to think of Wookie but she had to move on.

She took her time showering, she felt so drain physically and emotionally. She promise herself she will let it all out just this one night and then she will let go of him.

While dressing she heard her brother come in. She sigh. She didn't really tell his brother anything because she doesn't want him to be mad at Dong Wook in case they see each other. They were close and treated him as a younger brother.

"Hyung, that's a lot of beer. Are you and noona trying to drown yourselves?" Seung Ri, Ji Hyo's younger brother asked Kwang Soo as soon as he saw beers on the table.

"Yaa, we are just relaxing Seung Ri. It's been so long since we have the time to do something like this. Care to join us? " Although Kwang Soo likes Ji Hyo's brother, he was not happy to see him now. He really likes to spend this day with noona alone. He wants her to loosen up and maybe tell him what is really wrong with her.

"Gomawo but mianhae hyung. I just came back to get something. My friends are all waiting for me at the moment. Just take care of noona okay. You know how she is when she gets drunk." Seung Ri says good naturedly. Ji Hyo emerged from her room wearing a plain oversized sweatshirt and shorts.

"Yaa Seung Ri what are you saying. Noona isn't like that anymore." She playfully ruffled his brother's hair before sitting on the couch.

"Yeah right, so have fun you two okay. Don't do something you will both regret. Kanda!" And he left laughing loudly along the way.

"Aish, that dongsaeng." She was smiling at what his brother said. If he only knew. She immediately gulps a beer as soon as she thinks of Wookie again.

"Aigoo, noona take it easy. The night is still young for you to be wasted." Kwang Soo shakes his head. He will just support her noona, he knows she's keeping something from them.

"Yaa Kwang Soo come here and drink with me. Tonight will be the last night you'll be seeing me like this okay." And she finish drinking the bottle she was holding.

Kwang Soo just sips a little from time to time, waiting for her to open up. He doesn't want to get drunk with her. He knows she'll be a mess and he needs to take care of her later. After a while Ji Hyo was feeling tipsy. She feels carefree all of a sudden. She suddenly snatch Kwang Soo's face and make him look at her.

"Kwang Soo, you think I'll end up being alone? I'm getting old but I don't have anyone to come home to." She saw the surprised look on his face.

"What are you talking about noona. You are a wonderful woman. You may not know it but many people cares for you including me." He told her shyly.

"But that is different, I want to be loved by a man. And yet the one I like just saw me only as a friend." Her speech is getting slurred but she is aware of what she's saying. She really needs to let this all out or she'll go insane.

"Noona..." Kwang Soo was confused. Did someone turn her down? Is that the reason of her sadness this past months? He can't help but feel angry towards that person. He was so lucky to have her heart and he rejects her.

"I know it's my fault. I fell for him. I can't stop myself from loving him and in the end we can't even be friends now. It hurts so much Kwang Soo. I Know I should let him go but it hurts. " Soon Ji Hyo was crying non stop. Kwang Soo just held her firmly. He doesn't want to pressure her into telling him everything.

"It's not your fault noona. Shhh please don't cry." He said while stroking her back. He rarely saw her cry so it really affected him knowing his noona is really hurting. He didn't know if he is doing the right thing but he calls Joong Ki while she was still crying and drinking at the same time.

~Yeoboseyo~ Joong Ki answered.

~I know you're not busy now Joong Ki. Noona needs you right now. She both needs us. I don't know what to do.~ He explains everything to him.

~Arasso.. Wait for me okay.~ then he hung up.

Kwang Soo is clueless when it comes to women. Although he cares deeply for noona Ji Hyo, he doesn't know how to help her with this. All he can do is just be a listening friend to her right now. That's why he called Joong Ki. Besides him, he knows that he cares more for her. Joong Ki is smart and dependable, he will know what to say to her.

"Yaa Kwang Soo, why are you not drinking." Ji Hyo suddenly hands him a bottle and she almost topple on the floor.

"Noona, I think you have enough now. Just let all your pain out. I will listen to you." Kwang Soo tried to reach for the beer she was chugging down.

Instantly Ji Hyo punch his arm, his chest then eventually cry again in his arms.

"Wae? Wae? Am I not good enough for him. Tell me Kwang Soo, why can't Dong Wook love me?" She passed out after saying that.

He was so surprised by what she said he didn't even realize that Joong Ki was inside already. He saw him looking at Ji Hyo with a surprised look on his face.

"This is all because of Dong Wook hyung? " an evident hurt as well as anger can be seen in his friend's face.

"Mianhae Joong Ki, I know you care for her and I don't know what to do. It' s my fault for asking her to drink with me." Kwang Soo apologized to him. Before leaving Running Man to concentrate on acting, he specifically requested him to look after her. Of course he doesn't need to be told by Joong Ki to do that but he honored his friends request and care for her from the both of them.

"I'll carry her to her room." Joong Ki gathered Ji Hyo in his arms.

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Author's Note:

I was actually a shipper of Song Joong Ki and Song Ji Hyo but since I watch episode 179-180 of Running Man, I am now a Dong Wook-Ji Hyo fan. But in all honesty, I can ship Ji Hyo to almost all her partners.

Anyway thank you for your continued support and hope you won't forget to vote.

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