* 9th grade *
gray & i walked into the high school . there were so many people & i was so scared but i knew i would be ohkaay with gray by my side .
the days went by & it was just like middle school . probably bc we weren't really learning anything new . just refreshers . i was in & out of that school so fast everyday & all i did was hang out with grayson after school . i swear we could never be separated . i felt so much better with him than with ethan but i missed him so much & he was all i could ever think about . day in & day out . it also didn't help that gray looked exactly like him . it was like a fucking mirror . except his personality was slightly different & that's what i absolutely loved about him !! this summer would make it 2 years !
* 10th grade *
me & grayson walked in holding hands & guess who was walking right behind us . ethan & audrey blegh . their relationship still makes me cringe . we entered the school together . grayson & i going to the left while ethan & audrey going to the right . THAANK GOD i didn't have to see him right then bc i was definitely not in the mood for him ESPECIALLY NOT ETHAN . she's always up my ass asking me about ethan & it's so annoying omfg like i can't even .
grayson walked me to my first period . he kissed my forehead & went to go find his class . just as i was happy , guess who walked in to the class . FUCKING AUDREY .
" OMG hey cali !!!! you're in this class ? " audrey said .
' why the fuck is this bitch talking to me omfg does she not know that i don't like her ugh ' i thought .
" AUDREY OMFG HOW ARE YOU !!! "
i swear im the fakest bitch out here .
" i've actually been good me & et... " she said right before i cut her off
" yeah yeah yeah . listen here . im Calicia to you . only my friends call me cali . i don't really like you at all & i only fake it because i love ethan . so don't talk to me anymore . thaank you very much . "
audrey looked so puzzled & confused so she just walked to her seat still with that confused look on her face .
the teacher came in & i zoned out until the bell rang .
grayson met me in the hallway & i told him about audrey .
" damn babe you're a straight savage . " gray said .
" ik i am . " i said laughing .
* ethan's POV *
" hey audrey ! " i said while grabbing for her hand .
" hey e . your so called best friend told me that she doesn't like me & she only acts like she likes me bc of you . "
" wow . i'll talk to her later i guess . "
we let go of each others hand & said goodbye as we went to our next class .
i walked into my honors geometry class . she was always really smart & that's what i liked about her . she was sitting next to the seat that was the only open seat . so i sat there . she gave me a stank look while i was sitting down .
" hey um cali... " i said before the teacher walked in , slamming the door behind him .
i knew i probably wouldn't be able to talk to her until we got home .
*after school *
" hey babe . " audrey said walking towards me .
i kissed her forehead & we started to walk home . i seen my 2 best friends walking in front of us . i wanted to say something but i knew Cali would've flipped shit . so i walked audrey home & headed straight for Cali's house . i was just a block away from her house when i seen him kiss her & it hurt me so bad . i waited for grayson to walk away before i yelled Cali's name she turned around .
" WHAT ? " she yelled .
" i have to talk to you . " i said .
she invited me in & i said hey to her mom . she was so nice & i basically grew up with another mother . anyways . we went to her room . i sat on her bed while she was changing in the bathroom across the hall . i noticed that her room changed so much since i last been in here . she came in the room closing the door .
" ohkaay ethan you have the floor , she said what do you have to talk to me about ? "
" well audrey... " i barely started when she cut me off .
" you wanna know something i miss you & audrey is taking all of your time away . i miss being YOUR BEST FRIEND . I LIVE RIGHT BESIDE YOU & I BARELY EVER SEE YOU ANYMORE . I LOVE YOU ETHAN . WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT . MY WHOLE LIFE I'VE KNOWN NOTHING BUT YOU , " she said while i saw a tear going down her face " ever since you've started dating audrey i haven't felt the same & me dating grayson started off as way to get back at you but it didn't work & i genuinely started to fall in love with him but mostly all i could do was think about you , " i cut her off .
i grabbed her face & kissed her . i've always wanted to do that .
" you're the only girl i've loved & i don't even know why im dating audrey when you're the only person i want . you make me so happy . these past 2 years i've wanted to be here for you but i couldn't . i didn't know how to be here . i feel like shit for not trying but got dammit im here now . isn't that what you want ? "
i snapped back into reality just as Cali was calling my name . i don't really have the courage to do that . i don't know if i ever will .
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woaaahhhh there 😂 i procrastinated this for so long 😩😂😂😂😂 . now it's here . hope you liked it 🌚 .
