If You Only Knew (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 4

*C's POV*
*Pic - Malcolm*

I woke up the next morning with Rell's arm around me. As I realized he was there, all the events of last night flooded back into my head. Even though I know I'm gay, I've never hit on a guy or even been intimate, and now I'm naked in bed with someone I just made friends with yesterday.

Rell knocked me out of my thoughts as he pulled me closer to him, grinding his morning hardon against my ass. His other hand was parting my cheek as his dick slid between them, rubbing against my entrance. It felt so good, but it was obvious he was asleep so I climbed on top of him and kissed him until he woke up.

"C?" He asked questioningly as his eyes opened slowly. Suddenly, his eyes shot wide open and he rose quickly, forcing me off of him.

"Rell, slow down, what's with the sudden movements?" I asked, getting up and walking up behind him. He was breathing quickly and spun around, grabbing me before I knew what was going on.

"Did we... y'know" he said, his voice faltering.

*Relli's POV*

As I stood buttnaked and semihard in C's room, I was amazed at all the memories that came flooding back into my head. We really fucked! Not just a kiss or some feels, but we actually went all the way. I didn't know how to feel, this was my first experience with a guy, and even though I loved it, I never would've imagined it would happen like this.

"You're so fucking beautiful" escaped my mouth as I stared at C's confused face before I could realize what I was saying. His countenance changed and he backed up, suddenly blushing, and I took in the view. A real beauty, his toned body shined in the daylight as his head hung a little. I walked upto him and picked his head up with my finger, placing a small kiss on his cheek, then a larger one on his lips. He kissed me back, and I reached out and grabbed his ass with one hand, holding his jaw with the other. He held my bottom lip between his teeth gently and pulled me to the bed, pulling me on top of him and kissing me back softly. I moved down to his neck, placing soft kisses on his neck, making him moan a little in my ear.

"Yeah, you like that, all right" I chuckled in his ear, making him suck his teeth and playfully punch me in the chest. I gave him a soft kiss and laid next to him, staring in his face.

"What?" He asked, looking away suddenly to hide another oncoming blushing bout.

"Nothing, you're just so perfect".

He looked up at me, his eyes suddenly full of tears. This broke my stare as I began to wonder what was wrong.

"Are you just saying that because we fucked?", he said, his voice cracking, "because I doubt you were thinking that before all of this happened."

*C's POV*

My question, although sudden, made sense in my head. I was nearly too accustomed to meeting guys who were kinda cool and only acting that way because they wanted some. I'd been able to manage on my own for that reason, but Relli was just different to me. He actually seems like he has an interest in me, though I can't just forget my past experiences and how cautious they made me.

"No, of course not", he began, "look, there's somethin' I gotta tell you".

I watched on as he explained to me the fact that he's always been gay but he kept to himself because he didn't want to deal with the drama and incidents that would take place as a direct result. I couldn't blame him, really. Nowadays everyone likes to hike on others for every little thing.

"It's just that, even though we literally just met yesterday, you were so attractive the moment I met you, and I just wanted to be around you. Now that we've...", he looked down and I blushed a bit. Even though we lost our virginity to each other, it felt like we had years of experience.