oblivious ☹ cashton

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Ashy 🤕❓❤️❓ sent a message to cally 🌏💫!

Ashy: I'm sorry Calum

cally: it's okay

cally: i couldn't sleep much last night because i was thinking about how great you are

Ashy: I probably stress you out

Ashy: I'm sorry you have to deal with the problematic mess I attempt to call a life

cally: if i didn't want to i would've left by now

Ashy: Most people leave when they realize I'm broken

Ashy: Thank you for staying

cally: i don't know if i can fix you but i will try with all my heart

Ashy: I love you so much Calum

cally: i love you too more than you will ever love me

Ashy: Calum I cut again

Ashy: I'm sorry

Ashy: I passed out again after

Ashy: That's why I didn't text you after the session

cally: it's okay it's nothing you should have to apologize for

Ashy: But I messed up again

Ashy: That's all I ever do

cally: then why have you made me happier than anyone else in my life?

Ashy: I'm glad I'm doing something right

Ashy: I hope

cally: i'd give up everything just to make you happy

Ashy: Don't do that it won't work

Ashy: I've been unhappy for as long as I can remember

Ashy: The closest I've ever been to happiness is when I'm text you though

cally: i love you so much i told my mom i was sick

cally: so i can text you for as long as possible

Ashy: Don't do that!

Ashy: What about your education?

cally: i'm stupid anyway it obviously isn't working

Ashy: But you're not stupid

Ashy: You are so smart

Ashy: I haven't killed myself so I think you're doing something right

Ashy: I get up in the morning to text you

cally: i never thought i could love someone as much as i love you

cally: i i don't think i will ever get a lover

cally: i found all i need in you