✔Eye Contact [BTS Jungkook f.f]

mono | three

The other day I texted you.

I texted you if you wanted to watch a movie again.

You said sure.

Then you said to invite everyone else who came last time.

I'm fine with that.

But I forgot about it.

I'm just tired I guess.

I remember watching horror movies.

And that if someone came in, you'd be the one that would be taken first.

I miss those moments.

But they no longer exist.

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Maybe if I tried to talk to you

Just maybe

Things wouldn't have been like now.

We're stuck

In a place where I can't leave

Not that I want to

I don't know why I'm still having hope.

Having hope that we could still work

Am I crazy for thinking that?

Who am I kidding

We're not dating

I don't want to date anyways

I just wanted someone that I could count on

Cause everyone leaves in my life.

I already know that

Thanks for making me laugh

It was nice

I don't know what we are

What am I to you?

Am I something you pick up and throw away once you're done with it?

Am I your friend?

Are we strangers?

I can't stop thinking about that.

You cause me stress.

A lot of it.

It's so stressful I've never felt this way before.

I guess there's a first for everything

But I'm sorry

I'm scared to talk to you

I scared that people will think that we're dating

They don't care though.

But I'm not good at talking.

I'd rather write, than talk.

Maybe it's because I hate my voice

I hate it so much to the point where I don't feel like talking.

Maybe it doesn't seem like that

Sorry for not telling you

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I just think it's awkward.

How we are right now.

And how everything is.

I don't make an effort to talk to you and I guess I'm sorry

I just get nervous and I'm not good with words

I hope you'll understand one day

Maybe there will be a chance that we could get closer again

But I don't know

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I glance at you

Why?

I'm curious to see how you're doing

It may seem creepy but I just care about you

Sometimes when I look over, you'd do the same

Unless you're staring at something else.

I don't usually make eye contact with people

I'm an introvert

And I'm shy

Explains why.

You look tired.

I stopped texting you because I know it will be pointless

You never text back anyways

Have you been sleeping?

I hope you're doing okay

I gave you a letter one time

You might have thrown it out

I'll never know

I'm too scared to ask about it

I've been okay.

Just tuning the world out

Getting lost into the music.

Maybe I'll have the courage to talk to you.

Maybe even 'hi'

Maybe.

Just maybe.

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A. N

Another monologue

Next chapter will be the story

I'll have occasional monologues I think

I don't know yet

But yea

Sorry if it's boring you

Byee

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