✔Eye Contact [BTS Jungkook f.f]

mono | five

Summer is starting soon.

Before I wanted to spend part of it with you.

I had a lot of plans to stay friends with you for the rest of high school.

But I don't know now.

Maybe we'll watch a movie

Once or twice

Go shopping

Hang out

I don't know if you want to

You're hanging out with my friend

He and I are pretty close

I used to play crosswords with him

Help him out a bit

Not so much now

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I asked you before if you wanted to go to the amusement park.

You said you needed money

So I forgot the idea.

Have you been thinking of me?

Cause there's not one day where I don't think about you.

You're somehow always on my mind.

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You look a little tired.

But you say you've been sleeping.

I bet you haven't.

I remember you saying you slept around 4 AM and got three hours of sleep.

You should sleep more.

It's not healthy if you don't.

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Don't worry about me.

I'm just slowly distancing myself from you.

I don't think you notice.

It's okay.

"I'm okay."

Something I always tell myself, trying hard to believe it.

I'll be fine here.

You can go about your separate path.

I'll be here.

Here, stuck in a box as I watch the world go on without me.

I don't know what my purpose is in life.

I want to give up but I want to know what I'm supposed to do in life.

Everything is just hard.

I can't hold on.

It's okay if you can't see me falling.

No one really can.

It would just be nice if once in a while you texted me first for a change

Cause I'm tired of always being the one to do that.

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You know the letter I was talking about?

The one you might have read?

I was talking about you.

I was saying how grateful I was that I gave you the homework that day

How great it was having a friend like you

You made me laugh

We joked

I helped you

I helped you a bunch of times

It's okay if you've never done the same

I don't mind

I'm so used to it so it's no difference

But I just want you to know something.

Please keep it when you say

"It'll never happen again, I promise."

Cause I have a feeling that you won't.

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A. N

Another monologue

I'll try to write more later

But I'm wondering if you like these kind of monologues

Or if you just want a story

I might update more that once in a day if it's a monologue

I don't know

Tell me what you think in the comments

Byee

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