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Okay. I'm a happy person. But apparently I don't look it.

Yes, I like the color black and I listen to some sad music and like stories with tragedy/murder mysteries and I like wearing dark clothes and hoodies and eyeliner etc but IM NOT A SAD PERSON USUALLY.

I've had friends think I have an eating disorder because I wasn't hungry for lunch for a few weeks. (I don't, I just go through phases of eating very little and eating EVERY FOOD ITEM IN MY FRIDGE.) And okay, I can get sad over stuff, especially recently because everything I've heard on the news or read somewhere has made me angry or sad.

But overall I'm a happy person. It's not like I go around staring at the floor in tears. I just don't have the happiest face in the world. I just don't like smiling unless it's an actual smile. Like, if someone made me laugh or I heard good news or something like that, I can barely contain a grin. Other than that I just have a straight face. But I'm not sad.

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