a month after thomas had moved in with his grandma, he found himself overthinking about newt.
it started dawning on him that newt could mean the whole world to him.
he would lay awake in bed staring at his ceiling thinking about the way newt's eyes lit up or how the could always laugh together. newt was starting to cloud over all of his thoughts and he hadn't realized soon enough.
newt had even started to invade his dreams. it all felt so real, like all the things in his head were entirely attainable if they reached a little higher.
thomas tried dismissing his thoughts and dreams but they would crawl back into his conscience eventually.
he started thinking maybe something was wrong with him.
