I was silent as I let his words sink in.
"Was 'at the girl you tryna wait on?"I asked, Not sure what was happening. He scoffed, Looking down at me.
"Nah...The girl I'm waiting on is right in front'a me"He said. I glanced behind me, Making sure I was the only girl there. "Girl"He spoke. He pulled me back into him, Kissing me again. I felt like I was fifteen again, Crushing hard...He looked past me. "Noah"He said, Releasing me, He went after Noah.
"Aw! I'm tellin' !"A voice spoke. I turned to see Tra. "That ain't fair! Since we kissin' an' such"-He pulled me toward him, Making a childish kissy face.
"Thought you was talkin' t'them girls"Sammy spoke as he held Noah. He glanced back at the bar.
"Nah, Them? Nahhh..."-
"What happened?"I asked, Crossing my arms. "They find out you weren't actually a Father?"I questioned.
"No...I don't fu-Mess wit' hoes"He spoke, Fixing his french for Noah. I laughed, Looking to Noah. "He do look like me though, Don't he?"He spoke, Poking Noah's cheek. "Maybe he's mine"He smirked at me. I stuck my tongue out at him as Sammy handed him to me. He yawned, Laying his head on my shoulder.
"You tired?"I asked my son. He nodded yes, Rubbing his eyes.
"You ready t'go?"Sammy asked, Glancing from Noah to me.
"You can stay"I said, Trying to think about him.
"I gotta go"He said, Looking at me.
"Why?"-
"B'cause I brought y'all here"-I laughed, I wouldn't know my way back anyways. " 'Aight, I'll see you later"Sammy dabbed Dice, Tra and Chris. He, Noah and I made our way back to the car. We were back at Sammy's minutes later. I felt kind of bad that he had to leave his friends to bring us home-Back, Bring us back.
* * *
"Can we talk about it later? I'm tired!"I whined as I laid on the couch.
"Nah, I wanna get this straight"He said, Rubbing the side of my arm.
"Ugh, Fine. Let me go put him t'bed"I said, Pointing at Noah as he slept in my lap. I got up and went upstairs, I
laid him gently on the bed and made sure he was comfortable before I went back downstairs.
Sammy put his phone down as I approached. I sat down next to him, Not sure of what exactly he wanted to talk about.
"Okay"-
"So..."-
"So..."-
"What you think about moving out here?"He asked.
"I don't know... I mean, Everything I've ever known is in Houston. Jason's there, You can't expect me to just drop everything to come out here and live with you. I mean, What if we don't work out again, I'm stuck here"-
"Why you gotta get all negative?"-
"I'm not bein' negative...I'm bein' real. I have to consider
all possibilities when I make a decision"I spoke, Pulling my phone out.
"So, You'on wanna get back t'gether?"-
"I don't know..."-
"You don't want me?"-
"I do... I think... I don't know. This is too much"I said, Pinching the bridge of my nose. "You really hurt me Michael...And I don't know if I want to put myself in that predicament again"I said, placing my index finger on my temple.
"Jailyn... I'm SO sorry f'hurtin' you. It was stupid, I didn't know how much I hurt you...But I'm tryin', Really hard. It's difficult too, So I know it's not gonna be fast, But I don't wanna be puttin' all'is work in f'nothin' "He spoke. I felt bad...He took my hands in his as he stood in front of me. He wrapped his arms around me, Pulling me close. I
melt in his arms...
I wrapped my arms around his neck, Combing my fingers through his curly hair. He buried his head in the crook of my neck. He's not usually in his feels...
SAMMY
( The Next Morning )
I woke up to see Jai as she laid next to me. She's a lot prettier than I've noticed... Having her there gave me a certain almost peace. It was something about her. Out of all the hoes, All my groupies... I'd pick her over them. If that's Love, Then I guess I'm in Love. She was definitely tired last night, So when I heard Noah crying, I got up to get him.
"Shh"I hushed him as I held him in my arms. I thought about cooking, But I can't, So I went and bought breakfast.
- - -
"G'morning baby"Jai spoke to Noah. "Wow, This is uh..."-
"Cute, I know, I did a good job right?"I smirked as I watched her reaction.
"Look, I gotta go t'the studio t'day, So, I'll see y'all later, I'll text you when I'm on my way back"I said, I leaned in and pecked her lips. I kissed Noah's cheek before I left.
* * *
"Let me hear that one back"I said, Holding the headphone to my ear. It sounded good. We in here Workin' in the studio, Making new songs... Running up them bands...
"Aye! We gotta interview"Dice said, Looking up from his phone. "The girl's comin' here"He added. I nodded, Accepting the information. "Wassup wit' you?"He asked.
"Nothin' "I shrugged.
"Why you all quiet?"-
"There ain't nothin' t'talk about"-
"We could talk about your baby mama"He nudged my arm. " 'Cause Tra told me that y'all"-He made a thrusting
motion. I ignored him and continued to scroll through Twitter. "So you did?"-
"That's ain't t'be discussed...At's my business"-
"So y'all did? Ooo! Trill's gettin' some!"-I just accepted his
goofy comment.
We worked on music for a while, Turnt up for a while, Then we did the interview.
( The Interview-Partial )
I: So Sammy, Alotta girls wanna know...Are you single?
M: (Laughs awkwardly) Uh... I'm workin' on sum'
I:What about your son? Will we see more of him?
M:I'on know. It depends, He's a baby, So he won't be exactly participating in the things I'm doin'. But he might
be at a show or sum'
* * *
After the interview, I raced back home, Eager to see Jai
and Noah. I texted her on my way back.
"I'm back!"I announced my entrance. I walked through downstairs. "Jai"I called out for her, But there was no answer. I went upstairs in search of them. I entered my bedroom, Spotting Jailyn on my bed, I stopped. She seen me and stood.
"What is this?"She asked, Her voice was cold. I froze, Seeing what she held.
