Abused and loved

Chapter 1

" Hey honey, I made you dinner. I made tacos your favorite. " I said as my husband walked through the door. "Oh Kelly thank you, but what's wrong. You only make me tacos when you have big news. Babe i'm pregnant. I told him as he fixed his plate. "your what" he yelled with anger in his eyes.  You could see the veins pop out of his neck. I'm 3 week pregnant. I said with excitement. He just stared at me. After like 5 minutes of him staring at me, he took the glass plate he had and threw it at me. " your stupid slut" he yelled as I fell to the cold hard floor. I told you one child is enough and you went to have another one. I'm so stupid to think that condom would have last. He yelled and I tried to get up. He kicked me at least 5 times before I passed out on the floor.

The next day I woke up. I looked around to see if there was anything there to help me remember about what had happened last night.  As I tried to get up I looked down and saw blood surrounding me. I look down at my stomach and saw the marks from where Johnnie had kicked me. As I tried to use the kitchen table to get up I saw my son, Jake, I saw him looking at me. He looked at me with tears falling down his chubby rosy cheeks." Mommy, mommy are you ok" I heard as he ran towards me trying to help me up. "yes baby i'm okay".  I told him. I got up quickly as possible and went to Jake's room to vet him dressed for his kindergarten class. "mommy, I like this shirt can I wear it today. Please mommy"he said crying softly. " yes baby." I told him as i was wiping his tears.

10 minutes later...
"Jake honey what do you want to eat for breakfast." " can I have eggs and pancakes mommy." "sure baby". As he started eating he looks up to my stomach and said "mommy are you fat." I couldn't help but laugh." no baby,  mommy's not fat."" then why is your belly big."" baby I have some good news." I told him as he finished his breakfast. "mommy's pregnant." "your having another baby mommy." " yes" I told him. The look on his face was adorable. "Is it a girl or a boy mommy. I hope its a boy so I can play cars. But I also want a girl so I could protect her like I do you mommy.""awe baby. How cute. I don't know what it will be yet.  When its time you wanna go with me to find out what it is sweetheart." "can I mommy, can I."" yes sweetheart" I told him as he finished putting his shoes on. "go get your bag and get in the car. Don't want you to be late to school."

As we drove to the school I noticed something strange was going on with Jake.  He has never been like this with me.  Is it because he saw what happened last night with Johnnie. God I hope he didn't. "BYE MOMMY" Jake yelled as I pulled from my day dream. "oh i'm Sorry sweetheart have a nice day at school see your at 1:30. " I told him as he got out of the car.