Chapter 28

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"I don't think I can move here," I sai"I "I don't think I can move here," I said and meaning it.

I really just realized that I wouldn't be able to be here alone. It would be hell living without the only person that brings me joy.

"You have to! I know I don't want you to but I'm not letting you waste a full scholarship just because you want to be with me. It's not happening,"

"You're the only person that makes me happy," I said feeling my eyes start to water.

"I know baby, I know but this is too big of an opportunity to pass up," He sighed. "I will not let you pass it up,"

"I'm coming back with you," I said with confidence.

"No," He said quickly.

"Harry, I don't want to be with out you!" I yelled.

"I get that Anna but I'm not letting you coming home!" He yelled back. "You need an education and you won't have enough money for a university back home!"

I know he's right. I know that I need this opportunity but I need him. I need to know he's going to be with me when I screw up or protect me from danger. I'm in love with him and there's no turning back.

"You mean to much to me to let you go, I can't be here,"

"I'm sorry Anna, I can't stay here either. I honk it's time..." He trailed off.

"Time to what Harry?" I said in panic.

I have an idea of what he might say next and I'm not thrilled in finding out.


•Harry's p.o.v•

I know what I have to do to make her stay here and I hate that I may hurt her. I just can't let her come home and pass up this amazing opportunity that she's been dreaming of her whole life. I have to do the hardest thing that I I've done in my whole life.

"I'm sorry Anna, I any stay here either. I think it's time..." I trailed off not wanted to see her reaction.

"Time to what Harry?" she said panicking.

Oh man, she's got an idea of what I'm about to do. I know she'll be hurt and so will I but it's for the best. Actually no, it's not for the best. It's for her education. It's for her, it's all for her. I'm not letting her pass this up.

"I'm sorry," was all I said.

I don't know what to say. how do I say it? what will I do after? I'm fucking going crazy right now but I know it's something I have to do.

"Sorry for what!? God dammit, Harry!" She started to cry.

"Fuck," I mumbled under my breath. "We can't be together anymore, Anna. I'm so sorry," I said looking at the ground trying to compose myself.

"W-what?" She said in shock, sadness was hinted in her voice.

"I love you, you know I do-"

"Than why are you doing this?" She sniffled.

"I don't see us working out," I said.

Obviously I saw us working out in the end. Having kids, getting married and even living together. I just can't let her come home because of my selfishness. I'll come back in a couple months and if she hasn't found someone else, than I know we are meant to be together.

Her face was filled with horror and hurt. now I feel like I need to punch something or even cry. Fuck, do I love this girl. I just know that if we stayed together right now she'll definitely come home. I just can't let her do that to herself.

"I love you and I'm sorry," I said kissing her cheek for the last time than I left.

I walked out the door of her room and practically ran down to my car. once I reached it I started to cry. Shit, this is a first. I know I love this girl and I will defiantly suffer from this, but I know it's for her, that's why I'm doing this.

I started the car while still crying and swearing every swear word there is possible, than I drove off. Back to the place I know will not be a happy place for now on.


//authors note//

Sorry for the long gap for this short ass chapter... I've just been so fucking busy.

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