When I said "I'm over him", what I really meant was; He still makes me laugh when we talk, I still pray for him to love me and be with me again, I still wish for him when 11:11 passes, I cry myself to sleep almost every night while thinking about what we had,what we could've had, and hat I want us to be in the future, I still think of him 24/7, I'm still in love with him, I'm still in pain, I still want him and I still love him with everything I am. When someone tells me that e doesn't deserve me, I still answer "Yes he does", and I even sometimes say "I didn't deserve him, and that's why he left", even though I know it's not right. I'm still jealous of the girl h's in love with now, and I still wish it was me. I still have his contact in my phone, and I still can't delete the messages he sent me. I even have every picture we took together and i'm so NOT over him!
BY: T.C.
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My Poetic Journey
RandomThis book is basically my writings that go back to I think 2014. This is kind of a way for me to see how much my writing style has changed and hopefully give some people a little bit of inspiration! :-)
